Obfuscated Desires

Chapter Eleven11

It's 02:00 in the morning and sleep seems to have abandoned me .I've been tossing and turning on my bed and hoping to see Zack sleeping on the floor with blankets wrapped around his body just like yesterday .

I know I sound crazy but it seems like he is the only person who care's apart from my mother and brother. My dad always finds the right words to remind me about  how I chose him over Michael.

I know I am obsessed about this guy and I need to stop but I just can't ,the moment he left ,he took my soul with him.

At this time of the night I would have called him and he would have said pleasant words to me until I fall asleep.

Whilst I was debating about whether I should contact him or not I made my way to the window and pushed my pink curtain at the side ,showing off the full moon.

"Why can't I be happy?"I asked the moon ,hoping it will answer me.

"I'm young ,I deserve to be happy like every girl,I deserve to be loved"and before I knew it ,the tears were cascading down my cheeks ,I wish every tear drop washes every pain I'm feeling,I need to let go.

"Please,I promise I won't mess up again,I promise to kee-"my miserable statement was disturbed by someone shouting my name,who does that in the morning?

As I looked down,I was happy and surprised to see Zack.

I opened the window so he could come in,as he was climbing up the trees I was wiping my face , removing the evidence of the salty liquid on my smooth skin.

"Zack are you crazy!" I shouted once he was in my room but making sure it wasn't loud ,I don't want to wake my parents up.

"Hey brownie"he smirked.

"Zack it's past two right now,what do you want?"

"I couldn't sleep"

Same here

"Oh well ,you just disturbed my sleep ,so just leave now"I said as calmly as I could, making sure he doesn't not detect that I'm lying.

"Oh that's why I like you,your unique"he made his way to my bed and sat on top of it.

I turned my head to the left so I could face him"unique?"confusion was clear in my voice.

"Yeah,I mean you sleep while looking at the moon?"he raises his right eyebrow.

"Zack if my dad comes in here ,you are dead"I said, ignoring his question.

"Lock the door then "he started to untie his shoelaces. 

I made my way to the door and locked it. Today I'm wearing my my blue pyjamas  but the lace of the shirt is so thin that my  nipples are clear .I could feel Zack's blue eyes on me the whole time when I made my way to sit next to him.

"What?" Annoyance was clear in my voice.

"Nah, nothing ,is just you need to always keep your door locked and wear pyjamas that does not show your body like that ,remember ,I'm a guy".

"Excuse me?"he is now getting on my nerves.

"Yeah brownie,I mean look at yourself you are hot, one look and I'm already turned on"

I almost forgot who Zack is,I mean he is part of the Lovable Crew

"Get out"I stood up from my bed and pleaced my hands on my waist

"Wooh woooh ,girl I'm sorry"

"Zac-"

"Ok ok I'll leave ,but firstly I need to teach you the moves that Mrs.Felicity introduced to us, remember we are behind"