Obfuscated Desires

Chapter Nine9

Everyone was out of Mrs.Chorian's class and going to their next one ,but the chosen ones who will be participating in the maths Olympiads were still in class wanting to know more about the  competition

"Ok ,I don't wanna waste much of your time,you all need to go to the next class but please meet me in here after school and we will discuss everything"she said while going to the door and opening it for us ,we made our way to second period.mine was physics

I had to explain to Mr.Lewis why I came late  and surprisingly he allowed me to enter his class

I usually sit with Maddie but the chair was already occupied by a guy who dyed their hair pink I mean who does that in school...it amazes me because she will never allow anyone to sit on my chair.

But anyways I don't wanna start an argument in  front of the class I searched for an unoccupied chair and my eyes met her

Yep,that nefarious, promiscuous women was looking at me and she smirked

My mind was debating whether I should leave the class and hopefully meet someone who will keep me company or go and sit with her and allow her to send me six feet underground

But the universe will always want what it wants and Mr.Lewis said "Chantel , go and sit down you are wasting my time"his voice was deep and full of anger

I had no any other choice but to obey his command

I was shaking when I made my way to sit with her and I am sure everyone noticed because they were giggling and others were saying"oh shit she is really terrified of her" I tried to keep myself as cool as I can so that I do not start another drama

"Oh sweetheart don't be scared ,I'll take good care of you"Rebecca said while turning to the left to face me

How dare she calls  me sweetheart,my mom is the only one who calls me that

"Rebecca just please stay away from me"I said trying by all means to bring back my confidence and I think it did not work because she came so close to my ear and whispered "Yesterday was so good,the way he kept on vibrating it under my skirt using just his tongue,his just so good"

That's it,I made my way out of the class and into the girls bathroom making sure that I lock the door

I guess this bathrooms are now my best spot whenever I am sad

How could she tell me about her sexual life with Michael, i mean I know how he does it  ,she knew that will hurt me that's what she wanted right.I couldn't hold back the tears that were threatening to come out ,I guess crying is the only way to prevent myself from doing anything stupid like killing Rebecca or myself

I feel stupid right now crying over a guy who does not even think about me ,it's just that I still lo-

My thoughts were interrupted by a knock on the door indicating that there must be someone who wants to use the toilet,but I ignored it,I guess they will come back later

But that person continued and said"Chantel it's Maddie, please open the door "

I am not sure if I should because she is the one who started everything,if she did not allow that guy who dyed their hair pink to sit on my chair none of this could have happened but i need someone right now to hug me or even rest their hands on top of my shoulder just the was Zack did it this morning and so I opened the door for her

"What's wrong ,why did you run out of the class"she said while she gets inside the bathroom

"It's not like you care anyways" and I ment it

"What do you mean"

"Maddie you started everything,you knew this will happen, I mean we always sit together during physics but you decided to let that guy to sit with you!" I shouted I'm sure learners who are in classes could hear us but I don't care

"What!I thought you were not coming to class because you were suppose to discuss about that stupid competition of yours"

"Ohhh I see ,so you are jealous that I am the one who was chosen ,that's why you were not happy for me huh"

"Chantel I worked hard for that competition and I was not chosen,do you know how much that hurts?"

"I don't see how I am involved in that" I am being honest here ,just because she was not chosen  it does not mean I am the reason behind that  ,it's just that ,she did not work harder that she thought she did

"Oh yeah you won't see it!"she shouted"Chantel you always get what you want whether you worked hard or not,I on the other side need to make sure that everything is perfect and guess what I will never be recognised...I guess being hurt by Michael is what you deserve in life" her eyes were filled with flame and I knew she ment it and I don't know whether I should go or try forming up words that will hurt her

So I decided to get out of her way ,and guess what?
There were a group of learners standing next to the bathroom,I bet they heard everything

I feel humiliated right now and I want myself out of here

I made my way to the exit of the school ignoring everyone's stares and comments,I pushed the door and I was out of that miserable school ,I hope no one is following me and luckily for once my wish was fulfilled

I guess going back home will be the best thing right now but I don't want my mom to ask me a thousand of questions and I also need to go to Mrs.Chorian to discuss about the competition so I decided to get out of the school yard and went to the park down the road not far from school

I guess being alone is the best thing right now

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