Obfuscated Desires

Chapter Eight8

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"Your beautiful"he said ,his dark green eyes were fixed on my brown eyes.

"Really?"I asked,his questions caught me off guard,he has never told me that I am beautiful,to him I am a monster

"Yeah ,your the most beautiful girl I have fallen in love with.And I want you to take care of my heart "his eyes shifted from mine to the floor"I know I've done bad things to you but I regret them with all my heart,if it was possible I would have changed the past by now"

"But I love Sp-"

"Listen Chantel"he grabbed my face with his hands and made sure that our eyes met again"just forget about him I'll take care of your heart,I'll love you more that he does ,I'll make sure to be there when you need me ..."

"But I love him and I don't wanna get hurt ...by you"

"I know I can't change the past but I'll make sure that our future becomes brighter"

"Mich-"

And just before I knew it my lips were met with his pink juicy lips

I know what im doing is wrong but it feels right ,it feels amazing ,the way he keeps on moving his hands from my thighs back to my tits and squizing them gently , escaping a moan from my lips .Gosh! He's just so good... I tugged my hand into his messy hair receiving a groan from him

I know that I'm wet by now ,I can feel it,this is not what I want,this is wrong and I want to stop but I just can't and I said to him"touch it" there was clear lust in my voice ...and guess what ,he stopped

"Why you stopping?"I asked

He stared back to my eyes and smirked ,I couldn't read his expression ,I wish I could,just to see how much he wants me,just the way I do

"You fall easily Chantel"he took a step back

"What!"I asked because I was clearly perplexed by his confession,I just hope he does not mean what I am thinking

"Respect for yourself is what you lack sweetheart,you go kissing people when you are taken"there was clear venom in his words

"Michael, please don't say that" my heart was beating so hard right now,I bet he could hear it

He turned his head to look at the right ,I followed his eyes and I couldn't believe what I was seeing

"Spancer"

I jerked out of my dreams ,my heart is beating right now,and I'm all sweaty ...what a terrifying dream i never thought I would see both my ex's in one room

"Chantel"his voice is so deep and rough,he looks young and free

Zack was now on the floor sleeping on top of my blankets ,I know you might be asking how I let him to sleep but he came up with excuses about forgetting his way back home because his sleeply I know it's lame but Zack never understands the word no ,he threatened me that he will screem if I don't let him sleep and because I know how crazy my dad is,he would have killed him

I know killing Zack will be one of the best things in my life but I am not willing to lose another person in my life...oh wait,was he even in my life?

"Earth to Chantel,what's wrong" he said while waving his hand in front of my face. The way I was so engaged with my thoughts I did not realise that he was now sitting next to me on top of my bed

"Are you fine"he was worried

"Yeah I'm fine ,I just had a bad dream"

"Oh a nightmare?I see"

I kept quiet until he said"do you wanna talk about it?"

"No...yes...ah I don't know"I sigh"it's not that much of a nightmare,its just that you won't understand"

"Make me then"he rest his hand on top of my shoulder

I don't know if I should remove it or not but for some reasons I want it there

"Its about my ex's , both Michael and Spancer ,I know it sounds stupid but it-"and then there was a knock on my door reminding me that my parents don't even know that Zack is here

"Chantel sweetheart ,I hope your awake cause you'll be leaving in about 45minutes "mom said and I rushed out of my bed and went to the bathroom to take a shower but I stopped as I was about to open the door

"What are you waiting for?"I raised my right eyebrow , clearly amazed that he has not even made a single move but realisation kicked me in as I see his eyes wide open and his face pink

Oh wow good ...I was wearing a short that ended just above my ass and the laced shirt that was revealing my tits ...what a nice morning to start the day

"Uhm ,sorry"he rubbed the back of his neck and started moving towards the window"I guess...I ..I will...see you ..after"

And he was out of my room

I made my way to the shower not even allowing myself to think about what just happened

I am only left with few minutes before I am on my way to school,I don't wanna be late this time or Maddie will dare me to do something worse than kissing Elsa

Amazingly I made it on time to the bus stop and I was greeted by a happy Mr.Fredrickson ,as usual I don't return the smile

I set next to Maddie,she looks fine from the last time I saw her,I guess the naproxen are the best

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An hour drive to school got me tired already and I was in my mathematics class ,Mrs.Chorian hasn't arrived yet I'm sure she is busy with nominating learners who will be participating in the Maths Olympiads

Elsa is next to me writing her geography notes I assume.Maddie is busy with Instagram probably stalking her crush ,she is really head over hills for him

And I am doing nothing,just thinking about what happened in the morning,I really don't know how I will face Zack after the look he gave me this morning

I feel dirty just thinking about how he was looking at me...I mean Zack is the member of the Lovable Crew and the only thing they want is to fuck girls

My thoughts were interrupted by Mrs.Chorian getting in the class

"Okay learners now that I'm here please keep quiet"everyone obeyed her command

"As we all know that you have written your test and you are all awaiting your marks,i would love to tell you that you all did exceptionally well"she said while sitting down on her black chair behind the wooden desk and took out our papers from a blue plastic

"And since you all did well we have decided to select eight people who will be fighting for the first position, it is no longer twenty ..."she said and started calling up names so that we can go and fetch our papers

A lot of people were cheering and others were sad probably they did not even obtain a 50%

I did well but my confidence is so low because they have cut the number of people

Mrs.Chorian cleared her throat silencing everyone

"So unfortunately there is only three people from my class who are choosen "she said and stood up from her black chair "Jean Floyd ,Stacia Modern and Chantel Hoskin"

We stood up and went to the front everyone clapped their hands except for Maddie

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