Chapter 11

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When I walked into Coles room, it was sickening. I hated seeing him like this. His hands were cold and under oxygenated. It only reminded me of how he could really be gone. I thought of all the times he had come over in the middle of the night and wanted to feel safe. I remembered all the times he had laughed and acted silly, and the times when he would get scared and jump at the cheesy movie effects. I remember all the times he kissed me and how it felt like time stopped and we were the only two people in the world. But mostly, I remember his deep blue eyes that would hypnotize me into falling in love with him. It was then that I involuntarily started singing our song. "If I just lay here, would you lie with me and just forget the world." I burst into tears and couldn't calm down. I wanted him to wake up at the sounds of our song. Why can't it be like a Disney movie. Why don't we get a happily ever after. I dragged a chair from the other side of the room over by his bed. I held his hand and fell asleep. I guess the nurses didn't mind because when I woke up in the morning,they had moved my bed and all of my things over to his room. I wondered how they could've gotten me into my bed and rearranged the whole room without me waking up? I didn't care. As long as I was with Cole.

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