|SASHAY FANFIC| it was always you

SNL

Sasha's POV

Shay fell asleep as soon as the plane took off. She needed her sleep, so I let her. I had to find ways to entertain myself in the mean time. They had some movie options, or I could read, or listen to some music. I decided to read, I needed to get into the book I was reading and I had oodles of time.

Shay had been been sleeping for almost 3 hours, I was honestly kind of bored without talking to her. But as soon as I thought that she started to stir. She looked uncomfortable, and I could see her breathing accelerate.

"Shay," I said grabbing her arm. She woke up and shot forward.

"Shay what's wrong?"

"Bad dream," she sputtered.

"I'm sorry do you want to talk about it," talking about dreams always made me feel better.

"I'll tell you later," she said. Which I thought was odd, but we were on a public airplane maybe she wanted a little more privacy.

"Okay,"

"What time is it?" she asked.

"Almost 10, you've been asleep for a while."

"It felt like 15 minutes,"

"Sleep is a funny thing,"

"Very,"

I figured I'd let her be, she seemed pretty shook up about it. I went to pick my book back up again when she asked me something.

"Have you talked to Hudson?"

"He sent me a text a few days ago, but I didn't reply. The last time we talked was when I was packing my things up,"

"Okay," she said, somewhat relieved.

"Why?"

"Just wondering,"

I nodded but I didn't believe it was just curiosity. I wanted her to talk to me, but she needed to be ready first. It seemed like we would be having a conversation when we got into our hotel room.

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8 long hours passed and we finally landed in New York and it was almost 7. We had to be at SNL in an hour. We got checked into our rooms, Shay and I got a room together while the other 3 got theirs. I was so happy about that. Marlene got her own room, away from us crazys.

"Alright ladies, you have 45 minutes to get ready or do whatever the hell you want before we leave. Meet down here at 7:45 and we head over to the studio." Marlene said as she handed us our keys.

We headed upstairs to get ready. I was happy that Shay and I would have a little privacy for a while. Our rooms were 323, 324, and 325. Which was a good and bad thing. We were in 325. There were 2 beds, Marlene assumed we would be sleeping separately. 2 of the other girls would have to sleep together. Once we were in our room we put our stuff down and Shay immediately put her lips on mine. Giving me multiple kisses.

"Hi," I said between kisses.

"I've been dying to do that the whole flight."

"It is nice to have some privacy after a while."

"We should get ready though, we only have a little bit to do so,"

"You're right,"

We started to unpack and get ready when someone knocked on the door. Shay walked over and answered it, it was Ashely and she practically barged in.

"Someone needs to tell Troian to chill the fuck out, she totally interrogated me during the flight."

"Do you think she's onto us?" Shay asked.

"I don't know but that doesn't mean she won't find out. It's Troian for gods sake, just be careful about yourselves if you're still wanting to hide things."

"Thanks Ash, hopefully it won't be for much longer" I said. Shay looked at me when I said that. A look of surprise.

I was honestly a little tired of hiding us, I just wasn't sure of how to go about not hiding it. I've never been with or felt like this towards a woman. It was all new to me. Ashely left, she was really being such a good friend about this. We both finished getting ready and before we knew it, it was time to go.

"Wow you look amazing," Shay said gawking.

"Thanks, you too," I replied.

I had a red dress on and Shay had a beige shirt on with black scarf and dress pants. If we weren't the hottest couple I don't know who we were. We kissed before we left our room to head downstairs. Once everyone was all ready to go we headed to the Limo Marlene had gotten for us. There was this weird tension between everyone in the car. Troian and Ashely had gotten in a fight, and Lucy was just kind of in the middle, and Shay and I kept to ourselves, it was so out of order. I honestly felt like this secret was ruining our friendship. But I knew Shay and I both wanted to keep us a secret until we were both ready to come out.

"Do you guys like your rooms?" I asked trying to start conversation.

"Ya, it would be nice if Ashely didn't trash it within 10 minutes of being there," Troian spat. Oh no I thought to myself.

"How did I trash it? you're the one who got all the extra towels,"

"You're makeup is everywhere, there's water all over the mirror. There's no room for Lucy's or my stuff,"

"But I cleaned it, there are 3 other drawers for you guys,"

"You took 4,"

"Okay guys what is all this about?" Lucy asked.

"I don't know Lucy, Ashely is keeping something from us about Shay and Sasha,"

"No I'm not! Troian get over yourself," Ashely said.

"What about us Troian?"

"You guys have been acting so weird around each other and I want to know why."

"How have we been acting?" Shay asked.

"You sneak around, you've been spending a lot of time together, you drove together, why were you looking for Sasha before you passed out,"

"How is this any of your business?" Shay asked.

"It seems like you're picking favorites, Shay." she said.

"You're overreacting, there is nothing going on between us,"

"You're right, I'm just being paranoid, that's me always being the problem."

"That's not true and you know it," I said.

"If there's something going on, I want to know, I don't like being in the dark,"

"You're right, there is something going on," I said. Shay looked at me shocked.

"But neither of us are ready to talk about it just yet," I added.

"I'm sorry we haven't been honest with you guys, but we deserve our privacy just as much as you do," I said.

Troian sighed. "You're right I'm sorry, I don't mean to get this way, I just want you to know that I'm here for you guys, and you can talk to me, to all of us."

"And we will, when we're ready," Shay said.

"I'm sorry guys, Ashely I'm sorry too,"

"It's okay, I'll be more clean," she said.

We all hugged and made up. God that was awful.

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After SNL we headed back to the hotel, Marlene told us we were free to do whatever but we needed to rest for GMA tomorrow morning. After we pulled up everyone went to their rooms but Shay and I.

"You want to get out of here for a little bit?" Shay asked.
"Of course,"
"There's this fancy place down here called The Grill,"
"Okay," I smiled.