|SASHAY FANFIC| it was always you

Rumor

Shay's POV

I slept really well last night, probably from all the crying I did. Our whole lives were different now, I tried not to dwell on it. I heard Sasha's alarm go off, we had to leave by 9, our flight was at 10. I felt her arm wrap around me.

"Good Morning," she whispered kissing my cheek,"

"Morning," I said greeting her.

"How'd you sleep,"

"Like a rock, how about you?"

"Alright I guess,"

"Are you okay?" I asked.

"Yea, are you?"

"Yeah,"

"This doesn't change anything,"

"I know, it just would've been nice to come out on our own time,"

"I know, but we can't change it. It's no ones fault, but the photographers."

"Are you okay with it being out there?"

"Yes, I wish it was us that told them but yes, I'm with you and I don't want to hide it anymore. We should probably make a statement on twitter, but we don't have to,"

"Probably, but not right now, we should just focus on being together right now,"

She smiled," I couldn't agree more,"

"Do you want to shower with me?" I said flirtatiously.

She gave me a look and we went to the bathroom together. I watched her undress revealing her gorgeous skin. I removed my clothes and turned on the water. I got in feeling the warm water run down my body. She followed me and closed the curtain.

"You're so beautiful," I said.

"Me? You should see you," she replied.

I smiled. We leaned into each other and our lips met.

"Hudson sure is missing out," I said jokingly instantly regretting it. I ruined our moment.

"Sash, I'm sorry I shouldn't have.."

"It's okay, it's just that phone call yesterday was awful. I don't know why he was so upset he knew I was seeing you,"

"Did he know we were official?"

"No but, he could have assumed. When I broke up with him, I said that you and I needed to figure things out, I guess he was expecting me to come back,"

"Sasha I'm so sorry,"

"It's okay I just hate hurting him,"

I hugged her, feeling guilty and wondering if I took this too fast. She sniffled. I felt her hands on my back. We were so close to each other.

"I hope I didn't rush into this," I said.

"No Shay, it's not you, I want to be with you,"

"I could've waited to make it official,"

"I don't want to wait to be with you, I'm ready to be with you,"

"Are you sure?"

"Yes, I hated hiding it from our friends and family,"

"Me too,"

"Speaking of, Troian talked to me last night, after you fell asleep,"

"What did she say?" I said getting nervous.

"Your parents are homophobic,"

I sighed and put my head in my hands.

"She just told me because she knew you wouldn't, why don't you want to talk about it?"