Sasha's POV
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We kissed. I couldn't believe we kissed. I had this unbelievable rush, and I couldn't wipe the smile off my face, I was glowing. When I left Shay's I was immediately ambushed by Ashely.
"SASH!"
"Oh my good god Ash,"
"What happened?? I saw you go in."
"Wait you know?"
"Yes I know, what happened?"
"We talked, and we just both need some time,"
"Time for what?"
"To figure ourselves out,"
"Wait do you love her?"
"Well yes, I've never felt this way about anyone, not even Hudson. I feel like I've buried these feelings and it came back up today,"
"Awe Sash,"
"We don't know what's going to happen yet, so don't get your hopes up, or tell anyone."
"I won't I promise. But Sash, for what it's worth, she really cares about you.""You think so?"
"I've never seen her like this, with anyone, not even Matt."
"really?"
"Really."
"I'll see you tomorrow Ash,"
She smiled and left me to my thoughts. I headed out to the parking lot and got in my car. Then it hit me. I cheated on Hudson. I mean it was just a kiss, a couple of kisses, and spilling my guts. Oh no. What am I gonna do?
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Shay's POV
Sasha left and I couldn't have been happier. I couldn't believe this was happening. I also felt a little guilty, her and Hudson were so good together, and we both cheated on our boyfriend. I had to talk to Matt I couldn't live with him, or be with him. I had to end it with him. Breakups suck especially if you're doing the breaking. I headed out to my car and drove home. The whole way there was horrid. What was I going to say? What would he do? I pulled up and got out of my car and headed in.
"Matt, we need to talk." I called.
No one responded. It was only 7 he couldn't be in bed. I walk upstairs, something wasn't right. I heard voices and the door was shut. I reached for the door and opened it to find Matt and some slut.
"Oh my god!" I yelled infuriated as I slammed the door.
Well I guess what goes around comes around, but at least I didn't sleep with Sasha. I heard Matt running after me.
"Shay wait,"
"What, after we have one fight you think it's okay to sleep with someone, IN OUR BED!"
"It's not like that,"
"Right I'm sure it's not! How long has this been going on,"
"It was just the one time,"
"I'm leaving, and I will get my stuff tomorrow,"
"Where are you gonna go?"
"I'll figure it out,"
"Shay I'm sorry,"
I walked out and went to my car and drove off.
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Sasha's POV
I had to tell Hudson. I couldn't live with myself if I didn't. I felt so horrible but he deserves someone who will love him. I loved him but not enough.
I parked my car and headed inside.
"Hudson, I need to talk to you,"
"Hey honey what's up,"
"I think you should sit down,"
"Sash what's wrong? You're scaring me"
I started to cry.
"Hudson before I say anything, I want you to know that I love you, you were so good to me, and I couldn't have asked for a better person to love me.""Sasha..." I hated this every second of it.
"I have to breakup with you,"
"What? No, Sasha you couldn't be more perfect for me. No one has ever loved me like you."
"Hudson please," This was taring me up, i let out soft sobs.
"Why do you want to breakup?"
"Some old feelings for someone came up and I can't fight them any longer."
"Old feelings? Who is it? How long have you felt this way?"
"I didn't realize it until today, but it's always been with me since i met.."
"Met who?"
"I don't want to say,"
"Sasha you can't tell me all this and expect me to be okay with not knowing."
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