Chapter 5 - //It can't always be rainbows and butterflies//

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by Mukes-bae

by Mukes-bae

I came home that afternoon, buzzing with happiness from the events earlier. I couldn't believe that I was Luke Hemmings' Girlfriend. This was amazing. I grabbed my phone and checked the boys twitters:

Ashton5s0s: Took you a while, But I guess it still counts guys

Calum5s0s : Good luck to Alyssa and Luke! x @Hey Its Alyssa

michael5s0s: You better still have time fir a COD re-match! @Hey its alyssa

luke5sos: I'm so glad that I finally asked her & i'm so happy with her <3

I giggled a little at Michaels and Lukes ones. They were just too cute. I heard dad screaming my name from downstairs. Why was he so angry? I jumped out of bed and almost flew downstairs. I froze at the bottom of the stairs. My dads face was covered in blood and bruises. It looked like he had been in a fight.

"Dad!" I rushed over to hug him but he pushed me off. I could smell the alchohol on him.

Before I knew it he had knocked me to the ground with his fist. He started kicking me repeatedly in the ribs and stomach. He lifted me up by my shoulders and threw me against the wall. Pain was surging through me. I couldn't stop the tears falling down my face. There were a few bloody cuts on my face but I ignored them. I tried to focus on what had just happened. He walked over to where I was laying by the foot of the stairs and kicked me one more time in the gut before giving a grunt and stomping upstairs. I was shaking with fear and pain. I can't believe my own father would do this. Abuse is the reason we moved all the way to Australia, and now its happening again, this time at my own fathers hand. I gingerly attempted to stand up, but instantly fell. I tried again, this time holding onto the wall for support. I slowly made my way upstairs.

When I got to my room I slipped off my slightly bloody clothes and turned on the shower, replaying my own fathers actions again. I was scared of him. His eyes had gone darker than usual, and it scared me. The hot water made my body sting, but I just lay there letting it sting, because compared to the pain on the inside, this was nothing. I was hurt, emotionally and physically. Eventually I got up and turned off the shower. I gingerly got into a singlet and some pajama pants before gently laying down in bed. The curtains were open so I could look at the moon, but this time the boys wouldn't see me because they were out. Slowly, I drifted out of consciousness..

The next morning I woke up to nervous whispers and someone knocking on my door.

"Who It it?" My voice cracked as I called.

"Us" The 5sos boys replied.

I was scared of them seeing my body like this so I quickly jumped under the blanket. I hid my face too.

"Come in" My muffled voice said.

The four boys piled into my room. Luke came around to where my head was and slowly pulled the blanket so that my head was showing. His eyes widened. Calum and Ashton sat down on the other side of the bed and I winced.

"Alyssa.. What happened?" Luke whispered.

"M-my dad, he.." I burst into tears. Slowly, Luke pulled down the blanket more, revealing the bruises on my ribs and stomach.

"We need to get you to a doctor Lyssy" Ashton said softly. I looked at him and nodded slowly.

Luke wrapped the blanket around me like a burrito then carried me bridal style downstairs and out the door to Ashtons car. He placed me gently in his lap in the back seat and we drove off. I woke up in the hospital, attached to a few machines. I weakly opened my eyes and saw Luke in the corner with his head in his hands.

"L-luke.." I whispered. His head shot up and his eyes softened. He got up and grabbed my hand.

"I'm so glad your awake" A stray tear fell from his eye and I wiped it away.

"Where are the others?" I said, looking around.

"In the cafeteria" He winked. I giggled then winced. Luke noticed and held my hand tighter.

"Can we go home? Not to my home, Your home" I sounded like a baby.

"Soon Alyssa, soon. the nurses need to run one more test before you can go" he said softly. I nodded.

"I Love You Luke" I think it was the drugs talking, because I wasn't sure whether or not I meant it yet. It was to early to say that. Another tear escaped his eye as he bent down to kiss me. It was a soft yet passionate kiss. When he broke away I started drifting out of consciousness again. Just before I did, I heard him say;

"I Love You Too"