Honestly I have to go through and rewrite the entire story so dont read it. It's stupid and makes zero sense.
"Fuck it." I whisper and turn around walking straight to the confused, tear faced Navaeh.
I place my hands on both side of her face and kis...
I jump in my car ignoring the shouts from the others.
I feel as if my heart has stopped beating in my chest and my breathing has ended.
I don't hear anything and i can't exactly remember the car ride.
As soon as I see flashing blue and red lights I stop the car and jump out not even bothering to turn off the engine.
I spot a familiar black haired blue eyes boy laying on the ground a few inches from his car.
I run over and slip out of the police officers arms and fall by his side.
The paramedics haven't reached him yet. He looks over at me with lazy eyes.
"S- Sam you'll be okay." I assure myself more than him. He's lifted off the ground and taken away to the ambulance with me walking by his side.
"I love you." He croaks our.
"Hey I love you too alright?" I nod.
As soon as the ambulance doors close i'm running off to my car.
Just as the first time everything is in slow motion.
I don't remember driving off, Going to the hospital, parking, or even walking to the door.
I'm just in the waiting room with my friends freaking out and crying.
I'm not sure how they got here so fast or even heard about the accident but i'm grateful.
"Emerson." Sam's mom calls out and walks over to me with tears streaming down her face.
"What's wrong with him? Is he gonna be okay?" She shrugs and pulls me into a much needed hug.
"I don't know honey." She whispers.
From the moment I walk over and hug a tear faced Navaeh to the moment a doctor comes out asking for Sam's family i'm not really here.
I'm back into that ocean of emotions and it's pulled mw so far out and so deep under i've stopped fighting to reach the surface.
I've given up and i'm sinking and letting the blank feeling consume me.
"Your all family?" The doctor looks suspicious.
"Why the hell does it matter? Just tell us if he's okay." Talia snaps.
His face turns into one of pity and it feels like a punch in the gut.
"Unfortunately we lost him in surgery. I'm sorry for your loss."
His mom breaks down in his dads arms and my friends break out into there own sobs.
I blankly walk over to a chair in the waiting room and sit down.
Navaeh walks towards me and sits next to me.
"E- emerson?" Her sad soft voice cracks from beside me.
"He was mad at me. We got into a fight and one of us didn't show up on the others door steps tomorrow with candy and movies saying they are sorry. He's. gone."
At those last to words I touch the bottom of the ocean and I break. I sob in Navaeh's arms and i don't stop.
Right about now i wish a shark would come out of the darkness of this stupid ocean and swallow me whole.
He's gone.
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