i walked into the party all dressed up, hoping for him to notice. i greeted the host and some of my friends before looking around for anthony. i heard his infectious laugh and saw him flirting with a girl.
i rolled my eyes and grabbed a nearby boy who i didn't really know but was nonetheless attractive. k hugged him and he was surprised but hugged back.
"do me a favor and make anthony jealous," I told him and he smiled and nodded before connecting our lips.
it was nothing compared to kissing anthony but it would do. i pulled away and smiled at the kid before i was drug backwards by someone.
i said a quick bye before turning and seeing an annoyed anthony pulling me into a bedroom. he pulled me into the room and closed the door. i sat on the bed with a smirk as he paced in front of me.
"what the fuck was that?" he asked.
"you're not my boyfriend," i shrugged, "and i'm not your girlfriend."
"but you know i don't want you to see nobody else and i know you don't want me to see nobody," he ranted.
"right but you can flirt with girls?"
"i was just talking to her and sure lightly flirting but i would never kiss her!"
"well i took one step forward," i shrugged.
"really?"
"alright fine i got jealous."
"and kissing a guy would be better than coming and talking to me?"
"well what do you want me to do ant? i'm overwhelmed okay? we can't date but we can act like we are and then get into fights, make each other jealous, fight again like this and make out and it fixes everything?? i'm over it, either i'm yours or not."
"you know it's hard y/n," he sighed while sitting next to me.
"i know, you're right," I sigh in defeat, "i know that we'd be so complicated but we be so smitten, it's crazy," i smile before frowning, "but i can't have what i want, but neither can you."
he grabbed my hand and smiled after a moment, "baby, I'm a train wreck too and i lose my mind when it comes to you, but i take time with the ones i choose and i don't want to smile if it ain't from you."
"you can say that but you know how much stuff we've been through it just doesn't-"
"i know we'd be so complicated, but lovin' you sometimes drive me crazy 'cause i can't have what i want and neither can you. so let's just stop torturing ourselves and at least try?"
"because it'd be too hard and you know that. look this isn't me just pushing it off because it's so hard not to be with you. trust me i wanna kiss you, don't wanna miss you, but i can't be with you 'cause i got issues. yeah, on the surface, seem like it's easy but what happens when the stress is high cause the trust low? then eventually bad vibes like, where'd the fun times go?"
"every relationship has bad times and we know it might work. but if you were my girlfriend, i wouldn't see nobody else it's only you and me baby."
i paused for a moment, scared for him to break my heart after i fall deeper or me to mess it up and lose him because of everything.
"just try princess, please?" he asked with a small smile.
i nodded after a moment, "yeah, let's try," i smiled before crashing my lips into his.
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tiktok boy imagines
Fanfictionjust some imagines for those sexy ass tiktok boys ;) requests are open! ( i won't be using your names though :)) (boyxreader) (girl pronouns used to describe "you")