tears began to prick my eyes as i walk back to my car confused and upset. did I lose him forever ?
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my phone rang and i quickly answered to see my best friend on facetime."hey girl!" she greeted.
"hey!" i smiled.
"get dressed, wear something cute, and be at the location i'm sending you in two hours, got it?" she quickly said.
"i'm not in the mood for one of your last minute shoots today," i tell her.
"it's been a week and he hasn't had any contact. don't go out and find a new guy but get out of that house and come have fun!"
"i love you, i really do but i don't feel-" i began.
"y/n get in the damn shower, do your hair, get dressed, do your makeup and come meet me. be there by two. i love you and goodbye!" she rushed before hanging up.
i sighed, knowing i wasn't winning this time. i got out of my bed and headed towards the shower. i connected my bluetooth and began the long process of getting ready.
after two hours of getting ready, i got in the car and drove to the location i was sent. i arrived at a sunflower field and parked next to my best friends car.
"y/n! you came!" she exclaimed while running over to me with her camera in hand.
"yup i'm here," i smiled again her.
"come on let's go," she said before dragging me into the little path between the flowers.
"you look stunning by the way, now lay down and look pretty!" she ordered.
we took some pictures before sitting in the field with some packed snacks.
"i know you're thinking about him, you can talk about it," she smiled.
"he took me here for a picnic on our first date," i smiled, "he packed this huge picnic and ice cream that melted everywhere."
"ice cream ? in a picnic basket?"
i nodded and laughed.
"it was the best date i've even been on though. we star gazed at night and then he took me home and kissed me goodnight. like in the movies. and i had so many butterflies and no one ever made me feel like that before."
there was a long pause and i played with the grass. i looked up at my best friend who looked worried.
"if he doesn't want to be with me anymore i'll be okay, it'll just take a bit," i reassure her.
she nods and we sit in a comfortable silence before deciding to leave. i decide not to go home and just drive for awhile. after hours of random turns i make my way to jadens. i park outside and debate whether or not to go in. i finally get out and walk inside, unlocking the door with my extra key. i make my way to jadens room and walk in to see him playing video games on his bed.
his head turns to me and he takes his headphones off.
"what the fuck is your problem?" i begin.
"you don't get to not call, not text, not visit, not do anything after i did nothing. we were dating for months before and there were no problems at all but now your what? your egos been bruised because i wasn't a virgin? fuck you jaden. i thought you were better than that!" i below.
"i-" he begins.
"no. you don't get to say anything now after a week and then some of nothing. you wanna be alone? fine. be alone. i'll drop off your things tomorrow," i tell him before turning and leaving the boy i love alone.
i make it to my car and sit and think for a minute. i close my eyes to stop the tears and take deep breaths. my passenger seat door opens and jaden gets in.
"there's no excuse. i was jealous and mad that anyone else had you and i let that be an excuse for no talking to you. but you're crazy if you think i didn't want to. i let my pride get in the way of our relationship because i'm an absolute idiot and i'm sorry. so you can be mad at me and you can give me the silent treatment but please don't let my stupidity ruin our relationship completely."
"i just wish you talked to me about it. you just left," i sighed.
"i'm sorry, i'm so so sorry," he told me sincerely while grabbing my hand.
"can we just go inside and cuddle?" i ask after a bit of silence.
"we can do whatever you want baby," he smiled at me.
he got out of the car and opened my door for me.
"come on princess," he said with his hand out for me to hold.
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if you couldn't tell i kinda hate boys atm but i wanted a happy ending so ehhh :)
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tiktok boy imagines
Fanfictionjust some imagines for those sexy ass tiktok boys ;) requests are open! ( i won't be using your names though :)) (boyxreader) (girl pronouns used to describe "you")