Chapter Five

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DISCLAIMER: I do not own any of the characters or Victorious. The only character I do own is my OC, Kate Danvers.

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Warning!!! Suicidal thoughts and actions are in this chapter. If you don't like that type of thing, skip to the bottom and I'll give you a summary of  what had happened this chapter without as much detail, of course.

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Robbie's POV

Out of all the places, why was she at Ryder's house?! I told her to stay away from him! I'm just a terrible older brother. I look over to Rex, who just seems to be sitting in the passengers seat of my car, silently agreeing with everything I am saying.  "If Jade and Andre wouldn't of already beat his ass, I would've!" I can feel hot tears  streaming down my face. "I just need to relax. It won't help Kate's condition if I'm in the hospital as well." I was again greeted by silence. I'm glad Andre called me when he did. He may of possibly helped me save Kate's life, by saving mine.

-Flashback (about an hour ago)-

My brain keeps filling my head with sad thoughts. Rex is always picking on me, true. Then there's Jade who always scares the living shit out of me. She's made it to where I barely sleep. If I do, I keep one eye open. Then Kate's disappearance. Kate's disappearance topped the cake. My sister and I have always been close. Though we have different fathers, she is still my sister. It's been Five days since anyone has seen or spoken to her. I was apparently the last one to talk to her. She went out to get something for me since I wasn't feeling too good. The last words I heard her say were " I love you big brother". I shrugged it off, stayed silent hoping she'd get the hint. Looking back now I should've told her I loved her as well. I'm tired of these thoughts! "Goddammit!!" I can't take this anymore. I rush into my bedroom, with Rex. "What you think you doing, fool?" I slip Rex off and I duct tape his mouth shut. " I'm doing what needs to be done!" I didn't realise the tears I had made until they started pulling themselves together on my computer desk. I look into a  corner of my room, just beside my bed, and see an old rope ftom when Kate and I played tug of War when we were kids. I silently go and pick up the rope. I sit back down and start making a big noise out of the rope. Do I really want to do this? I don't want to live like this anymore. What if my sister I already dead? I can't live without her! I tie the now tight noose onto the ceiling fan. It should be able to hold my weight. I'm skinny enough. I look at Rex in the corner. " Well, here I go Rex. Tell everyone I'm sorry and that I love them." Tears are falling down my cheeks. I pull a chair up underneath the noose. " Goodbye" I muttered as I put the noose around my neck. Just then my phone rings. I don't want to answer it, but something is telling me I have to. I reluctantly pick it up without looking at Called ID. "H-hello?" "Robbie, we found her!"

-End of flashback-

After I got that phone call, I quickly pulled myself out of the Noose. I picked up Rex, and ran outside. I fall to the ground crying from mixed emotions. After a couple of minutes I got myself up and started driving to the hospital to see Kate. I pull up to the hospital and decide that I should leave Rex in the car. I walk in and everyone comes running towards me. "Robbie!" Tori saw me and gave me a hug. Everyone else followed suit and it turned into one big bear hug. Once the hug was done. I looked everyone over. They all looked like shit. I noticed that the only one that wasn't there, was Cat. "Cat's with Kate right now" Andre stated. I nodded. "Which room?" It was Jade who spoke this time "1710".  I nodded appreciatively at Jade. I started walking towards the elevator. I got in and took the elevator up. I finally got to the third floor. I walked out and started counting down the doors to when I would get to Kate's door. " 1714, 1712, here it is, 1710." I knocked lightly and opened the door after I heard a faint "Come in." Cat was sitting by my sister's bed, holding her hand. Poor Cat. She looks just as bad as me. I sit down next to her and hug her tightly. I finally pulled away after a few minutes and We sat there silent for a long time. Neither one of us wanted to start the conversation. "I'm glad they found her" Cat all but whispered. "I am, too." Things have been weird between Cat and I after I found out that she fell in love with my sister. I can't lie, that did hurt. It's all under the bridge now. As long as we're still friends, I'm good with it. I look at Cat and smile, then at Kate. Kate was lying in the bed with tubes coming out of her. I couldn't help but cry some more. My sister was laying there looking like a vegetable. "Dammit!" I started crying more. Cat came closer to comfort me. " It should have been me! I should've been kidnapped, Not her! I'm a terrible brother!" I pull my hands over my head and put my head in my lap. Cat does nothing but continues to help me. She rubs my back, trying to calm me down a bit. She was about to say something but was cut off by an all too familiar voice. "R-robert? C-caterina?" We both looked up. There was only one person who would call us by our full names. "Kate? Kate! Are you really awake?" Cat squealed. I jumped up in my seat and stared at my little sister. Kate giggled really softly.

"Yes, Caterina. I'm awake"

Summary

Robbie feels really bad about Kate going missing, that he soon becomes really depressed and we'll yeah. Andre stops him with the phone call though. He goes up to the hospital, and Bam! Kate's awake!

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