Your POV
James looked at you with distant, sickly eyes. They weren't as sorrowful as they were before, but still dreadfully in pain. He smiled and spoke occasionally, leaving me with lots of time to myself.
And trust me, it wasn't a good thing.
I ended up with my thoughts more than anything. The voice aging me on and taunting me.
You will never be enough. You can't help him.
You're worthless.
Piece of shit.
Many years have been cried while James was asleep on the couch. Many times have I just wanted to leave my own mind. I wanted to be happy.
It was at that moment I knew.
Goddamnit! I can't live without James.
I stood from my bed, hoping to find James and speak to him downstairs. I needed to tell him. I had to. Otherwise, I would die. I would kill myself and never look back.
I would devastate him.
"James, are you awake?" I asked gently. He nodded.
" Can we talk for a moment? " His eyes were full of concern as I asked this. I'm guessing he was worried, but I couldn't tell.
"Of course. What about?" I clenched my jaw, hoping I wouldn't burst into tears.
" there's this.... Thing I've been meaning to tell you about. " I paused. He waited for me to continue.
"I'm..... Anorexic...." I flinched, scared of what he would say. He gently smiled.
I mentally gasped. He wasn't mad.
"I knew. Jaiden was anorexic. She had the same symptoms as you. I've only seen you eat maybe once or twice. " I hesitated before speaking again.
"Could you help me?" I asked, tears welling up in my eyes. He nodded again.
" Anything for you, love. We will get through this together. " I smiled and kissed his hot forehead.
His words echoing in my brain.
We will get through this together.
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(Theodd1sout x reader) (Under Editing!)
FanfictionAdam and y/n were best friends. He moved away for college, leaving y/n with her their friend Jane. Y/n had always wanted to meet the rest of the animation squad but one in particular, James. Aka Theodd1sout. Do dreams come true? Yes, in fact. They...
