I'm in love with his brother(boyxboy)

Chapter 19

-Nathan-(pic of him above or on the side)

   I found the boys waiting outside looking uncomfortable when they saw my truck pull up damien hurriedly rushed into the front seat and tristan and alex sat in the back looking out the window. I started the car and began to drive ofd. It was silent as i drove and really started to get to me but i kept my questions to myself. When we arrived at my house jacob was waiting outside smoking a cigarette. 'Since when did he smoke?' I thought while parking the car and locking the doors. Jacob looked up when he saw me walking towards him and then looked behind me. Throwing his cigarette on the ground he folded his arms and i was temporarily distracted by the way his muscles rippled and strained against the confinement of his shirt. "Dad could you stop looking at jacob like he's something to eat? It's disturbing. " alex's voice took me out of my trance and i smiled sheepishly at him. I walked in the house with alex and jake on my tail. "Tristan you coming?" He shook his head and sat on the porch with damien i shrugged and walked in. "Alright what's going on tristan?" Jake asked. "I don't know what you mean. " "you and damien." "What about us?" Jake pinched the bridge of his nose and took a deep breath i could tell he was getting impatient. "Valeriw wants a child with me...what are we going  do?" Jake stared at alex with an unreadable expresion but said nothing and went upstairs. Jeez is everyone acting strange today?

                +Tristan+

I sat down next to damien and pulled him into a hug laying my chin on top of his head. "Talk to me little one." "He's going to choose you tristan i know he is. I see the way he looks at you when he thinks no one is looking but i see it." He hugged my waist tightly, i shivered involuntarily from the warmth radiating off of him. "I didn't mean to fall in love with him..." he whispered softly, his voice breaking from crying. I held his hand waiting on him to continue. "Do you still love him?" I pulled back and looked at him wiping away his tears with my thumb. "I do still love him little one." He put his head down pulling away from me. I lifted up his head so he looked at me. "But....not as much as i love you damien. " A gleam of hope flashed in his eyes and i leaned in kissing him passionately on his lips. He pulled me closer kissing me back with just as much love. We pulled away and i just held him. You know that feeling when you're with someone that you love and you feel complete? Like nothing else really matters as long as you got that one person to be your anchor especially on your darkest days. Well thats how i felt whenever i was with damien i know it's wrong but it just doesn't feel that way to me..it feels right almost as if I'm at peace with myself once again.

-Hai beautiful people how are you? I would like to thank you guys for the reads it's much appreciated and it makes me happy that i entertain you with my writing. Glad to know somebody likes my writing mmkay well stay perfect ^~^