I'm in love with his brother(boyxboy)

Chapter 24

-Alexander-

    Watching someone you love go into the the ground is one of the hardest things you'll experience and seeing damien's coffin go into the ground was pretty hard especially for tristan. I think all the people crying around him and the dirt being thrown on the coffin was too much and he just snapped. I couldn't really see where he was coming from because i didn't know know what it was like to lose a sibling or a twin for that matter. My only real family was my little brother and he was very much alive so it was pretty hard trying to comfort him. This wole thing was frustrating not only me but everyone. I haven't seen jacob nor nathan since the scene in his house. It's strange how damien goes from being a lifeless pale corpse covered in blood to being back to his beautiful self, almost back to normal besides the fact that he's dead.  You're probably wondering what happened with valerie's body, well let's just say she won't be missed by anyone.
      Tristan was lying in my arms unmoving, lost in his own world. We were quiet an uncomfortable silence. It felt like things were afraid to make noise. "I talk to him you know." His voice sounded loud somehow unfamiliar. I was afraid to reply because i might not hear his voice anymore. "He would come to me. He looked like his old self and he would be smiling. Always smiling. He comes to me as his childlike self and we would talk like he never left.....like none of this stuff happened. " tristen shifted in my arms and laid his head in the crook of my neck. "We talk about you too. He says i need to move on and be happy with the one person that makes me feel that way." He chucked softly and my body vibrated. "Here i thought i was the oldest." He went quiet again, it went on for a while and i thought i lost him. "Can we maybe try again?"  I looked down at him and found him staring back at me. His eyes hopeful and i was pretty sure mine were mirroring his. "Yeah I'm not going anywhere." I saw the tiniest of smiles form it wasn't a full one but it will have to do.

+Damien+

   Leaving my brother or anyone wasn't easy but i was dying and it would only make them feel worse. Tristan isn't crazy i have been talking to him but i know sooner or later i will have to officially say goodbye. Who know being dead would be so hard? I don't know where i am. It's dark and the only voices i hear are my thoughts. Yeah I'll definitely miss my brother's crazy side and his laugh. I'll miss Alexander's thoughtful expressions and the lustful looks. His aggressive side made me smile and strangely my thoughts always drift to valerie. Regardless of her convictions i felt sorry for her. I didn't want to be here it was so lonely here. The good side was that i knew everyone would be okay.

-Losing touch on my writing but practice makes perfect and i want to give a big big thanks to @monster_condry thanks for the reads and votes ^~^ and thanks to eveyone who reads my stories i love you wattpad family-