I'm in love with his brother(boyxboy)

Chapter 4

                                                                                      **Alexander**

After coming from school today me and si decided to hang out at my house. When we walked in my dad was standing there messing with his hands looking nervous as hell. Me and si looked at each other then he went upstairs to my room as my attention turned back to my dad. "You're mom is sleep." He was seriously shaken up, his eyes the shape of disks. "So what?" He gulped and sweat beaded on his forehead trailing down his face. "I have to tell you something about tristian...." Another swallow "Something very important about the night he died." I sat my bookbag on the floor cleared my throat and folded my arms. "I'm listening." "Okay i know i wasn't very fair when you told us that you were gay but keeping this secret from you has been eating me alive." i didn't respond so he continued. "Well tristan came visiting you that night because he said he was moving and your mother was at church so when he came i let him in and to be honest i had a couple of drinks..." OH MY GOD where was this leading to? What was he trying to say? i mentally told my conscious to shut the hell up and waited for my dad to continue. "......I need you to stay away from damien for your's and his sake." "What the hell do you care about either of our sake!?" "Alexander please i'm telling you from a father's intuition." "Well father you haven't really been a parent to me since i was thirteen and you're not one now." "Alex there are things going on with tristan's family and ours that you just don't understand." "You know what father you're right. So why don't you help me understand?" He looked away from me and started walking upstairs to his room but not before staring at me and then the kitchen where my mom stood with her arms folded then retreating quietly to their room. "Hello son. how was school?" "Cut the bullshit mom sapphire is here so we'll be hanging out in my room. She said nothimg as i grabbed my book bag and walked to my room feeling cold eyes following my every step.

"Yo man what took so long i almost cuddled with your pillow." I couldn't help but smile as i playfully punched his arm. "God! Sapphire you are so gay." He laughed and punched me back playfully. "Yeah i know but seriously what's going on?" I shrugged nonchalantly sitting on my bed. "I dunno man same old BS with my parents. My dad especially was acting really weird." "Whatcha mean?" "Well first off he started talking about his last night with tristan then he turned around saying how i should stay away  from damien..like duh! i know that." Si went quiet so i looked at him and if something was bothering him he sure as hell didn't show it. "Yo si man wake up." "Nah i'm fine man just thinking." "Oh yeah? Bout what?" he sighed softly. "You." i scoffed and pushed him lightly. "Yeah right man quit joking around." he looked at me with this serious look in his eyes and i knew he wasn't joking. "Come on si you're joking right?" He shook his head. "No alex i'm in love with you i've been in love with you since ninth grade.  I tried getting over you and when you started liking damien i thought that would get me over my feelings for you...b-but it didn't and i really dont want to lose the only person i cared about more than my life." I was stunned i literally thought my jaw had hit the floor so no i didn't have anything to say. I couldn't say anything because this was my bestfriend telling me how he had feelings for me. Could i believe it?  no not really but to be honest, i always found si very attractive and there was always something about him that made it feel like i was drawn to be with him. Did that make sense? probably not but then again alot of things didn't make sense. Si got up mumbling to himself how stupid he was as he walked to my window. I followed and grabbed his chin gently making him look at me then i smiled and pulled his face to me, his lips only centimeters from mine. "I love you too you big idiot." and kissed him passionately moaning slightly when i bit my lip, sticking his tongue in my mouth and exploring my mouth. He pulled away to breathe then smiled at me, i smiled back then i looked out my window to see damien staring straight at me. 

~AWWWWWWWWW shid look at that. So what do you guys think alex's dad was going to say about him and tristan? Hold that thought the answer will soon come until next time goodbye my lovelies and stay beautiful or handsome :)~