17 year old Jaylani escapes her past with an abusive mother and boyfriend back in Chicago to live with her 19 year old brother Stokeley in Broward county Florida. Jaylani has numerous mental illnesses such as schizophrenia, mixed personality disorde...
We pulled up to a building and Stoke was outside waiting he was smoking a Newport. He saw us and was about to put it out but I snatched it and took a puff. I'd smoked cigarettes before I just liked weed more. Stoke and Jah looked at each other than me and gave me a really ***** face.
(Authors side note- I'm white so that's why I use stars instead of typing the N-word)
Then we walked in and Stoke whispered something to someone at the desk and nodded. We walked to a small soundproof studio with lED light walls and sealing. Wow, I said. They chuckled, can you sing? Jahseh asked. No, I replied. Stokeley interrupted saying "girl shut up. Yes, she can sing. Let's hear something. I sat down and took a breath.
Pretend that is Jaylani and not her.
Jahseh looked stunned and Stoke laughed and clapped his hands. Woah, Jahseh said. Boy, shut up. You're getting o this track with me, he said. Wait what? He pulled me into the booth and turned on the equipment. He then started to right on paper. Here, sing this, he said.
author: I'm copying and pasting the lyrics so if it says the n-word I didn't type it.
Don't come close, don't come close You don't even know me, you think you know me (Close, don't come close)
Ice under my heels, I hear it breaking Under my heels, I hear it cracking Foolish of me to think I had it (Think I had it)
To think I had it... (Had it) I hear your voice behind me (Behind me) Moving up my neck I he-hear you talking Creeping up my shoulder, breathe-breathing In my head, I hear you screaming (Screaming) Just do it Ye-yeah yeah, I hear you talking Ye-yeah yeah, feel you moving Yeah Yeah, Let's do it, yeah yeah, oh yeah yeah
[Verse 2: Lani & XXXTENTACION] Don't come close, don't come close You don't even know me, you think you know me Crucifixion, crack rock love, feeding my addiction
Bloodstains in my gold plates, without a soul, impure hate Insecure ay, couldn't love another at the same time Ice cold, see my lover through the grapevine (Ah! Ah!) History, mystery, hate her, fuck him What's meant to me? Was it pure green? But this ice can't melt (Fuck!)
Ice Hotel
In the middle of me singing, he started to rap I kind of paused but he looked at me nodding so I would keep going. Afterward, He hugged me tightly and smiled. "Ya'll gay" Stokeley said. We laughed, and stepped out of the booth listening to it back, it sounded great. What should we call it? he asked. How about, Ice hotel. Bet he then started editing and I scrolled through my phone and it was dry so I decided to look at Instagram Stoke posted a picture and tagged me so I had 20,000 followers now, great. I posted a picture of Jah and I then set my phone down.
author: pretend that's Jaylani not Geneva
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