17 year old Jaylani escapes her past with an abusive mother and boyfriend back in Chicago to live with her 19 year old brother Stokeley in Broward county Florida. Jaylani has numerous mental illnesses such as schizophrenia, mixed personality disorde...
(Hi guys, I'm changing Jaylani into @Blakehomie on instagram idk why so she isn't Yasmeen Nicole anymore this is what she looks like)
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Omniscient:
"I'm done with you Jaylani", Jahseh said with no emotion on his face.
He grew angry as Jaylani cried and begged for him to stay, "Jah you can't leave" Jaylani pleaded.
Goodbye, Jahseh said and rolled his eyes walking towards the door.
"I never cared about you I just needed another bitch I could fuck, you're useless" Jahseh said growing more careless and annoyed because of how hard Jaylani was crying.
" "kill him" "kill him" KILL HIM" the voices in Jaylani's voice chanted.
She screamed grabbing the blade from her side table, she approached Jahseh and spun him towards her and slit his throat.
Realizing what she did she dropped to the ground holding him in her arms. "h-help" Jahseh chocked out with his fingers digging in his skin as he struggled to breathe.
"I'm sorry Jahseh" Jaylani cried trying to cover his wound and stop the bleeding.
Jaylani POV:
I woke up and screamed, I was on the couch and Jahseh was a sleep on the smaller chair across from me. He jumped up and ran towards me
"what's wrong" he said startled and looked around.
"Um, n-n-nothing just had a um, nightmare." I said, I was drenched in cold sweat and my hair was frizzy, "come here" Jahseh said pulling her into his arms.
"I got you, wanna talk about it?" He said. No, not right now I'm gonna get in the shower" I said removing myself from his grasp. "
"Are you sure you look sick" he said. Yes, Jahseh leave me alone I told you I'm fine and didn't want to talk about it do you not understand that?
Omniscient
Jahseh was shocked by her answer and his heart hurt a little.
"Lani I just wanted to help" Jahseh said.
"You just need to chill you're so clingy and annoying." Jaylani said, she realized what she had done and instantly felt bad. "I'm sorry I didn't mean to be s-" she was cut off by him storming towards the kitchen.
Lani followed him and he grabbed his coat.
"I'm sorry Jah-"
He paused and she looked at him, tears were swelling in his eyes and his jaw was clenched. He had a busted open lip and his eyebrow had a scar on it, he hadn't came over while Lani was awake so he must've came for comfort but realized she was asleep so he went to sleep too. He stared in her eyes for what seemed like hours and looked down walking away again with Jaylani following behind.
He opened the door and she tried following but he slammed it in her face.
She opened it and ran towards him seeing him get in the car, "I'm sorry Jah I was in a bad mood" Jaylani said, her breath hitched and her voice became weak and shaky while tears formed in the corners of her eyes.
Jahseh sped off while Lani watched without saying a word.
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Jaylani POV:
It had been hours since Jahseh and I got in that fight and I felt really depressed. I got too mad and I haven't taken my meds in awhile so I lashed out at him. I should text him, I thought.
Me:
jah?
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me:
I'm sorry I lashed out at you please come over, so we can talk about it.
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I sighed, I don't know if he'll forgive me he was just trying to help and I messed everything up. I put down my phone and went to the upstairs bathroom.
I opened my drawer and got out my box of bobby pins, but there weren't any bobby pins in it. I grabbed the razor from the small shaped box and slid it across my wrist.
I hissed in pain, I grabbed the rubbing alcohol and dumped it on my wrist over the sink, the pain made me hiss really loud and grip my arm leaving nail marks on it.
Then I heard a knock at the door, I quickly got up grabbed Jahs revenge hoodie and put it on, because before I was in a tank top so my cuts were visible. I didn't even remember to put the medical tape on it or put the blade away.
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I answered the door, and Jah was standing there, with puffy eyes and his black revenge hoodie on, the same one as me. When he had that on I knew something was wrong, I pulled him inside and shut the door and pulled up his sleeve.
There were slits all down his arm even up to his forearm, I examined it and looked up at him.
He was staring at the floor, I lifted his chin up and he just looked so... dead inside. He had no emotion in his face, like he was completely numb.
I then pulled up my sleeve showing him my fresh scars with blood still seeping out of the slit. He grasped my arm and I looked down so he couldn't see the tears falling down my face. He pulled me into a tight hug and I burried my head in his chest.
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Jahseh POV:
I woke up in Lani's bed, we both were tired and we decided to take a nap.
We didn't say one word to each other, we hugged for like 10 minutes and then we just went upstairs and went to sleep. Lani had black walls and white curtains, her windows were open and the fan was on, it was only like 1:00 so it was light out but it was still dim in the room.
It was so peaceful, she was snoring lightly, and it was cool in the room, you could hear the ocean from here and you could smell the salt. The aesthetic of her room was cozy, comforting, and pleasing.
My face was only half a foot away from hers and she was laying sideways so her legs were on top of mine. I stared at her, god she's beautiful, I thought. She was really insecure because she wasn't super curvy and all these females were always trying to hit me up and it made her sad. She had small boobs and her butt wasn't't flat but wasn't thick, but her body was perfect to me, every inch.
I put my arms around her and buried my face in her chest because I was cold, she shifted but didn't wake up. She was breathing softly in my ear and in the other I could hear her heart beat.
I started to kiss her chest and her neck softly put not sexually, her eyes fluttered open and she looked at me, her eyes tried adjusting and she rubbed them and yawned at the same time making me smile. She looked like a baby, you're so beautiful, I said making her crack a smile.
I kissed her on her neck, and her lips, and she kissed back. It was so sweet, so innocent, in that moment. It became more passionate but I stopped, but she grabbed my face and traced my jawline gripping my chin she pulled me into another kiss. She started to kiss my neck hard, obviously leaving her mark on me. "I want everyone to know you're my property" She whispered in my ear. She traces her hands across my chest and down to my v-line. I grabbed her hand stopping her, "stop" I said and turned away.
