Sunrise // personal

「 yikes. thats it. yikes 」

hello everyone!

if you actually keep up with my account i'm sure you've noticed that a lot of my fics have not been updated in a while.

i am very sorry for not keeping up well with them.

if you don't know already, this year i joined my schools marching band.

it's been very stressful and time consuming for me.

it ate up a lot of my summer, between weekend practices, night practices that lasted hours, and most notably, my week at band camp.

it has been the main factor in why i have barely free time for myself.

even tomorrow! i am really sick right now and tomorrow i have a  t h i r t e e n  h o u r  practice. i hope i dont throw up on the multi purpose field oops.

once we calm down, i will have time to actually get shit done.

on a happier(?)note!

i started high school yesterday.

(yes i'm a freshman. if you need to gasp in shock of how young/ how much freshman suck, do so now)

so i have my geometry class first period and i think im the only freshman. but i know one girl in there because shes also in marching band. my teacher is kinda awkward and overall that class is whatever.

second period i have my pe class and its an all female class. one of the teachers keeps shading men and like yeah the men at my school are ASSHOLES but not all men are bad! what would jongin say if he heard that?

third period i have band. it's pretty cool. im just not psyched about having to march during school in addition to outside school.

fourth period i have global issues and my teacher is SO NICE. she has a gay flag on her hydroflask so we stan a gay supporter legend.

fifth i have spanish. she has this phone holder and i have a seulgi photocard, jaehyun sticker, and seonghwa and mingi stickers on my phone. today we had to answer these questions in groups and i was in a group with a sophomore and someone from my old middle school and it was "WhAt KiNd oF mUsIc Do YoU LiStEn To?" and i literally said "i refuse to answer." and the girl from my school was like "dont you like kpop?" and i was like "ssHhhhhH" and the other kid was like "oh you like kpop? i dont mind it! i like all music. its the toxic stans i cant do." and i was like "oh no i hate toxic stans i promise im normal"

sixth i have honors bio and that class is pretty neat. its nothing special though. my teacher is really nice and im glad.

seventh (last) i have english and my teacher also has phone holders and they are c l e a r. everyone can see seulgi and jae🤩 rip! but my teacher is funny and nice and annoying in one person. but once i got my phone after class i was like "WHY DO WE HAVE TO PUT THEM IN THERE EEK" to my friend and some girl was like "let me see your case! was it the one with the picture?" (talking about my seulgi) SO PEOPLE NOTICED SEULGI RIP ME

anyways ive complained enough for today bye everybody!