okay so uh we were doing presentations in english and this group gets up and its two dudes and a girl and i see this girl and im like "huh she looks like one of our drum majors" (for my non band peeps, a drum major is the person who conducts for the band) and uh i think that they're sisters and uh i think our drum major is so pretty and uh her sister is really pretty too (no homo but full homo)
so uh i was sitting there and the two boys presented their part and they were very monotone so i was like "this chick is gonna be the same" but she was so confident and eloquent and i was like >:( but also relieved
my friend who sits at my table was like "i dont like her attitude" uhhhh but i did. i did very much.
so i went home and i was like "im hella jealous that she is actually confident and that she doesn't give a fuck about others" because like she always wears a huge bun on the very top of her head and shes so pretty without makeup and its not fair.
but this morning i realized
am i jealous or just gay?
uh could someone help me figure out if im jealous or just gay because like i dont even know this chicks name (i know her last name) but like she does sports and shes so pretty and i havent even spoken to her but im like not doing okay
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