Sunrise // personal

「 girls! 」

hello everyone!

happy international lesbian day!

i have just recently come to terms with the fact that i have no attraction towards men.

oops.

yes, that means i am in fact a lesbian.

i never had a label on my sexuality for quite a while, it was what it was. people would ask and i would just shrug. but one day i sat down and was like "sis needs a sexuality" so i labeled myself as pan-ace.

it took me a few months to realize that that does not accurately express my sexuality.

i realized that i was only staring at girls and have never once found a boy my age to be attractive.

i mean sure there is the occasional boy who is good looking, but i, myself, wouldnt date them.

(thats how you know a boy is cute, if it passes the lesbian test)

so my brain was like "WHATS GOING ON?!??!!" and uhm now im a lesbian.

i joined my school's lgbtq support club and i introduced myself as a lesbian. that was one of the first times i really accepted it.

oh and when i was confused about my sexuality OTHER PEOPLE addressed me as a lesbian.

still cant get over how one kid was like, "who are you facetimeing?"

and my friends were like, "*my full name*"

and this kid was like "*my full name*? THE LESBIAN??" with his entire chest.

oh and some girl was like "not to be rude, but is mj gay?" to Ro.

also today sam, ro, and i were getting subway and this hecka cute girl (i know her she is a sophomore and a saxophone) said really loud "I'm a lesbian :D"

happy international lesbian day to my fellow backwards-hat lesbians🥳