I'm not really lost

Chapter 8

"No- I mean please don't, just do whatever he wants you to do."I said, looking up at Felix. Just hit me, don't let Pan kill you, please. He let out a sigh as he looked down at me. He moved his arm as I felt sting flow throw my cheek, I fell to the ground and looked up at Pan. Happy? Entertained? "You brought this on yourself." he said to me and he turned, leaving us. I watched as he left and the tent's flap stopped moving. I looked over at Felix, his hand in a fist white knuckled and all. His eyes staring at the ground as his whole arm triched. "Felix." I said, getting up. I slowly walked over to him and lifted his chin. He turned his head away from me. "Felix, I'm ok. I'll-" I stopped at Felix grabbed me, holding me tightly. I let myself hug him. I hear him let out a sigh of relief. "I'm fin-" "Please don't lie to me." He said, but it wasn't the way he normally sounded. It sounded cold, yes, but it also sounded hurt.

"Hey are you guys alright?" I let a sigh as I felt annoyed. Felix let go of me as I heard Mark walk in. "Get. Out." Felix said to Mark. "I heard what happened, Jack are you ok?" he asked me, grabbed my hand. "I'm fine." I said, pulling my hand out of his. "How could you-" " He had no choice. Don't take it out on him." I said, interrupting Mark. "there is alway a choice, what else was there, the other position?" Mark asked. "For him to-" I stopped and let out a quiet sigh. Mark stopped and looked up at Felix. "Maybe-" "Don't even finest that." I said to him. "I was going to say maybe it's good he didn't chose that." he said, but his face didn't say that. "What? I'm telling the truth, you can trust me." he said. Don't trust him. "Just trust me. Ha anyone who says that can't be trusted. They are hiding something from me. Just trust me. What a bunch of bullcrap." "Shut up." I muttered. "I didn't say anything." Mark said. Felix looked right at me, knowing what was going on. "Don't listen to her-" "I'm going to listen to-" "Shut up I'm not talking to you." Felix said. "Well who are you talking to then?" Mark asked. "Her, don't ask. It's a long story." Felix said. "Well maybe I want to hear it." Mark said. "Well that something I'm not telling you." Felix said. "Stop fighting." I said to them. It didn't work as Mark grabbed Felix's dagger. "You well tell me." he said. "Mark stop, please." I said. They both looked at me as I fell to the ground.

"Love run." I said in a man's voice. "I'm not going to left you." I said in that woman's voice. "What the hell is going on?" Mark asked dropping the dagger. "It's a memory." Felix said. " A memory? None of the voices sounded like her's." Mark said. "Run, if those lost boys get you- don't let that tall blonde haired brat get you." The man's voice said as I flash come to view. It was that red haired women and the dark haired man standing there, pushing her to run. "Don't say that about them." she said, looking at him. "Don't let that second in command get you, please love. Please do what I ask." he said as he kissed her. My view came back to the tent. "That's because, it's not." Felix said. "How is that possible?" Mark asked, giving a looked to Felix. "Whose memory are they?" He asked. "Her mother's." Felix said to him. "Her mother was here?" Mark said. "Long ago, before she was born." Felix said, but his face showed only pain.

"Oh love, if you-" but I cut myself off by shushing me. "Good find." my voice came out sounding like Pan's. "She cut time, or is a different day?" Mark asked. "It was the same day." Felix said. I watched as my vision changed and I watched I was running the woods of Neverland, but it wasn't me, it was her. I slowed down, but I wasn't in control, no I'm just watching her memory play out.

"Summer" I turned, pulling out her sword. That man stood there, looking at me. I heard a noise, I jumped and covered him. "Oh love, if you-" "Shhh" I said, interrupting him. I looked up to see the shadow flying above us. "Good find." I turned my head to see Pan.

"A one handed, drunk pirate being shielded by hotheaded runaway." Pan said to us. I got up off the man and stood up.Seeing how he did have one hand. The other was a hook. My eyes were focused up, stared Pan down. "I'm not scared of a little runaway." Pan said. "Summer don't listen to him." Hook said to me. "Am I making you mad?" Pan asked. "Don't talk to her like that." Hook said pulling me away from Pan. Pan rolled his eyes at us. "You moved on from Milah fast." Pan said. Who the hell is Milah? Hook tried to take a step towards him. I grabbed the dagger from my boot and grabbed Pan. "Do you think live is game? Like people are your own to play with? To tomet? Do you think people are your little pawns to play with? I won't be your pawn in your sick game. This sick game will be your doom." I said to him. He just smirked at me, before his eyes moved to Hook's. I felt Pan's hand touch my elbow, his eyes still looking at Hook. I pushed myself away from him and dropped my dagger. Pan walked over and picked it up. "I'll keep this and allow you two to leave." Pan said looking at us. I watch as the dagger was taken, but I felt sorrow over it. "Do came back with extra next time. You know how the lost boys get." Pan said as he walked off.

My vision become clear as I took a deep breath and I was back in the tent. Both boys stared at me, looking my down.I blinked at them for a moment. "Do you think she's back? You know the real her?" Mark asked. Felix looked at him for a moment, before he got down and looking in my eyes. "That woman is insane." I said. Felix let a little smile show, before pulled me up. I stood for a moment,but my body felt drained as if I had been running. "What happened, what did you see?" Mark asked. My body couldn't stand anymore and I fell into Felix. "You didn't hear me?" I asked them. "After some time you stopped saying anything." Mark said. "We became worried." he added. I didn't listen to him as I looked up at Felix. "What is it?' He asked me. "He stole her dagger." I stopped and smiled. "What, what is it?" He asked me. "I know how to cut her and I think Pan known it too." I said as I stood up. "No you should rest." Mark said. "I need to do this, Pan wants me to." I said to Mark. "This can wait until you get some rest." Mark said. "Rest can wait. This needs to be done." I said. "Well the curse is broken." Felix muttered. "What curse?" I asked. "The dark curse." he said. "Like that helps." I said to him. "Please Jack just rest." Mark bagged. "Felix, take me to Pan." I said to him. He nodded as he picked me up. He put me over his shoulder like he does with his club and took me out for the tent.

"Peter." Felix called out. "What is it now?" He asked him, as I hear Pan turn. "What the hell did you do to her?" Pan asked. "I know how to cut her." I said to Pan and Felix set me down. "Do you now?" he asked. I nodded to him as he looked at me. "You had enough memory didn't you?" he asked me. "Yes." I said. "What did you see?" he said. "I saw you take her dagger." I said to him. "How with that cut her?" he asked me. "When I saw it happen I wasn't standing around. I was her, I could feel her emotions and when you took her dagger she only felt sorrow." I said to him. He looked at me for a moment. "If we were to give it back to her, it would upset her once more." I said to him. Pan nodded and he walked into his tent. He came back out with his hands behind his back.

"This is what I stole from your mother years ago." he said handing it to me. I looked it over and made a copy. "That takes time to do." he said to me. I gave him the copy and put the real one in the boot. "You know she'll come at some point, so when she sets foot on land, poof, no more copy. The sorrow with hit her again and it will cut her." I said to him. Pan smiled at me for a moment, before he put his hand up. "No poof, once she sets foot on land, it will turn into a note." He said. "A note? How will that cut her?" I asked. "Because you'll write it." he said to me. I looked at him for a moment with widen eyes. "Don't write your name, but write your daughter. That's how we'll cut her." he said to me. I nodded, but I didn't understand. I started to feel my legs muscle twitch and started to fall. I felt a pair for hands holding me up. "What's wrong with her?" Pan asked. "I don't know" Felix said. "It's the vision, went I was her, it took all my energy out of me." I said. "Let her rest and don't leave her side." Pan said to Felix.

Felix set me on the bed and I looked up at him. "How will writing a note to her, cut her more?" I asked. "Just rest." Felix said to me. "But how?" I asked. "By closing your eyes."" he said, giving me a duh look. "No, I mean how with that cut her?" I asked. "Just sleep, I'll tell you later." he said to me. "I want to know now." I said to him. He gave me an angry look and I stared right back at him. "That doesn't scare me." I said and he just sighed. "I will cut her because she's been her and the last thing she ever wanted was to bring you her. If she finds out you're here it would-" he stopped. I looked up at him for a moment. There is something else that's he's not telling me, but I don't want to push him. Not right now, I bet it has something to do with that vision I had. " ...tall blonde haired brat." I looked up at Felix for a moment. "Felix, how much did I say?" I asked him. "Not much. You stopped once Pan showed up." He said. I took a deep breath and looked him dead in the eyes. I called him a tall blonde haired brat and he heard me. "I'm so sorry." I said to him. He turned, looked at me and gave me a confused look. "Hook made me call you-" "that wasn't you." he said to me. I looked up at him, he was right. "That doesn't mean it didn't hurt you." I said to him. He got up off the bed and stood there looking down at me. "Stop caring about my feelings for god sake." He said and walked out for the tent.

"God damn Felix." I said and pulled myself out for bed. I stood up and walked out of the tent. "Where the hell did he go?" I asked myself. I looked up and saw him walk away from the tent. I walked after him and almost caught up to him, but someone grabbed me, throwing something on my face. "How dare- you" I said, but fell, hitting the ground before I could say anything or call out for help.