I'm not really lost

Chapter 21

I sat there in the dark one's shop, as the dark one was on the 'cell phone.' he was talking to Emma and Regina. Telling them everything that was going to happen once they get the wand. I wasn't worried about the switch back, I was worried about this whole being with the dark one...by myself. I mean he's saved me, but if he wanted to he could kill me right now. Get two things out of the way, but he's saved me twice. The dark one kept walking around before that woman I've only seen once before walking in. I stared up at her and she sat down next to me. "Are you scared?" She asked me. "I'm ready to be back in my body." I told her. "Rumple said that as soon as we get the wand everything will sort itself out. And Pan won't wake right away." She told me and I stared at her. "How do you know that?" I asked her. "Oh I read about it." She said to me. She's a fairy tale character who reads, brown hair. "Bell." the dark one said and she looked up at him. She got up off the bed and walked over to him. They talked as the dark one set his phone on the table.

"She's back. The Blue Fairy. She gave us the wand." I turned to see David standing there. "Do we need anything else?" I heard Emma on the other side of the line. "Only one more item." The dark one said and he turned back with a cuff. "A cuff. Where did you get that?" I asked him. "Well from you dearie." The dark one told me. "I haven't forgotten about all that, by the way." I heard Regina said on the other side. "Let me see your wrist, Jack." the dark one said to me. I felt a hand on my back and I turned to see dad sitting next to me. "It's ok. I'm right here. That cuff won't do anything to you." Dad whispered and I slowly raised my wrist up to the dark one. "I want to make sure when my dear old Dad awakes that he is weakened. This will lock his powers." the dark one said and I dropped my hand. "So what happens now?" I heard Henry asked on the other side. "I enact the spell, you fall into a deep sleep and when you awake, you're back in your own body." the dark one said as Bell held the phone out so the others could hear.

There a bunch of talking on the other side as we sat there waiting for them to stop. "It's time." The dark one said and I slowly laid down. "Keep your eye on the wand." the dark one told me. My eyes slowly closed and I slowly felt like was being ripped out. I could feel the body shake. The warmth and softness of the cot was replaced a hard and uncomfortable bed. I took a deep breath and I opened my eyes to stare at the white ceiling. I stood up and walked to the closed door and stood there, seeing Felix stand on the other side. Arms crossed as he leaned on the new set back up desk. "I didn't know you were into kinky shit." I said to him and he looked at me. His face was red. "Regina said to do it just in case." He told me and I stared at him. "Can I come out now?" I asked as he walked closer to me. "How do I know it's you?" He asked. "You don't." I told him, with a huge smile on my face. I watched as he took a key out of his pocket and unlocked the door, opening it.

I jumped up and made our lips meet. My finger in my messy blonde hair, lightly pulling on it. His hands quickly wrapped around me as I wrapped my legs around him. He turned and set me on the desk. We pulled away to caught out breathe. "Is that-- prove?" I asked him, still trying to catch my breath. I stared up at Felix, before he pushed him lips back on mine. I almost fell off the desk for the sudden force. His one hand dragged up my thigh, pulling me closer to him. He pulled at my cloak, I heard it unclip. I pulled tighter on his hair with my one hand and my other pulled at his shirt. I heard him groan and I smiled. He did again and pulled away. I opened my eyes and he fell to the ground. "Felix?" I asked and dropped next to him. He was grabbing his chest and I knew what was going on. "Rumpelstiltskin." I said and he looked up at me. "What does this have to do with that pain?" He asked and he slowly got up. I turned and saw my sword. I quickly grabbed it and looked at Felix. I ran over and helped him to stand. "Trust me." I told him. "Anyone who says trust me can't be trusted." He said back to me with a smirk on his face.

I stopped and looked over to see Pan standing in front of everyone. They weren't moving, frozen. I watched as The dark one came out and over to Pan, stopping him from hurting anyone. "Why isn't he using his magic?" I asked. "The cuff." Felix said and I looked at the dark one. The cuff was on his wrist. "Shit." I said. I grabbed my sword as I kept watching them. He is going to kill them. I took a step, but I grabbed and hand was over my mouth. We hid in the ally and I looked at Felix. "Don't think about it." He whispered. I pulled his hand away and held on to it. "We can't let him kill them." I whispered. I tried to get free, but his grip was tight. I looked up at him, he was fighting himself again. That might be my family out there, but Pan was his friend, maybe still is. He can't go against his friend, he loyalty might have shifted, but the memories are still there. I sighed and looked up at him. I pulled my other hand away from my sword and he set me down.

I looked out at them and just waited. I watched as a shadow came out of nowhere and flew into the dark one. He had a dagger in his hand and put it through Pan and back into himself. I bit my lip and I knew the dark one could see me. He dug into his pocket and held it out. The dark one turned his dagger and soon both of them were gone. I ran quickly and caught Felix's heart before it the pavement. I turned to Felix and stared up at him. I raised my hand up and quickly pushed his heart back in. Felix looked down at me, his head hung down. I grabbed his hair and put his head on my shoulder. He pulled me closer to him and held onto his head. I stood there, before I felt a hand on my free shoulder. I didn't move and the person touching me did. It was dad. He didn't say a word as I kept staring at him. He walked off and ran after the heroes. We just stood there as the green smoke surrounded us and I closed my eyes.