Ever POV:
I didn't want to go home when I arrived at the JFK airport. I called Beth and asked her if I could stay at her place.
"Sure hun, just come around."
And that's how I ended up under a big warm blanket next to Beth bawling my eyes out.
She gave me a sad smile and handed me a tissue.
"It's gonna be alright okay? You should've told me earlier about him", she said,brushing wet strands of hair out of my face.
I nodded . It wasn't that easy to tell her about Luke, in the end I'm not sure if we were even a thing. He was a freaking celebrity, but sure he wasn't acting like one. And now he was gone. I had no one really, besides Beth.
But she took great care of me.
She lived with her older sister in a cheap flat near seventh avenue. She cooked dinner for me and put a Disney movie in the TV. My mood was a bit better knowing that someone looked after me. If I didn't have her I didn't know what I'd do.
After the movie was over she turned off all the lights and let me sleep on the couch.
Her sister was working at a club and would come back later in the morning or next week, Beth said she was always busy with smoking pot.
"Night", I whispered to Beth and she smiled.
"Sleep well."
People always gave me this sad smile as if they pitied me.
Luke POV:
"Mum, I'm leaving", I said over my shoulder, slipping on my shoes.
"But dinner is ready in five, honey", she yelled from the kitchen.
"Not hungry"
Her head popped out of the kitchen and she looked at me :" You are always hungry."
Her golden hair was up in a bun and her face in a frown.
"I just..want to look around", I mumbled, looking at my feet.
She sighed:" Well then go" and was back in the kitchen.
I gave myself a sad smile. I was a bad liar but she looked like she believed me.
I walked out in the hot sun and frowned. It was summer in Australia and I preferred the cold winter in America a lot more.
The water splashed against my feet and it wasn't really relaxing because everything was bright and boiling hot. I kicked a few stones in the water. They didn't made it better. Nothing really could. I tried to get her unique face out of my head but it was dizzy and numb. And she was the reason.
My heart wasn't giving up and I felt her burning under my skin. The tears rolled down my cheeks and everything was broken. My promises. My heart. My love. My happyness.
How could I fix this?
Weakness came over me and I just collapsed on the hot sand. She was perfect even if she hated that word to death. I believed that no one could fix this besides her.
But I was on another continent miles away from my love.
A/N:
IMS SO SORRY ITS SO SHORT OGMMDMS. BUT I HAD TO WRITE THIS IN A HURRY BC IM CURRENTLY IN THE AIRPORT ON MY WAY TO FRANCE AND I JUST WANTED TO UPLOAD SOMERTHING IM SO SORRY ILY AND WHEN IM GETTINF BACK (NEXT WEEK) I'LL WRITE 28288281 CHAPTERS FOR YOU OKAY?♥♥
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