Can Love happen Twice ? ( On Hold )

More Than Friends- Chapter 6

I Am Not Waiting For A Prince.... I Am Waiting For A Guy Who Thinks I Am His Princess...!! ❤

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Everytime I see him I get butterflies in my stomach. I think I'm falling in love with him. But knowing him he will never fall for me. I know he likes me. He has even told me he likes me. But I don't know if he likes me as a friend or more than that. He always confuses me like he did today.

*Flashback*

You have a new message...

He : You know you're very cute. I like you Cutiepie.

And with this there are hundreds of elephants and dinosaurs jumping in my tummy.

Yay They are having a tea party. I am feeling dizzy. I am having a gut feeling this conversation is going to be good....I hope so...

Me : You like me ? Really ??

Please say yes please...Dear Lord

Him : Yep you're cute. N all your friends like you.. :)

Huh ? There it goes like always. Can't he just like me more than a friend ??? Or does he like to tease me ?

Me : okay thanks bye gotta go.

With that my good mood went down the drain. Why does he always do this ? Now I know how all the girls feel. Am I just like all the other girls to him ?? Do I not mean anything more ?? Am I expecting too much ?? But he sure as hell gives me mixed signals. What am I supposed to do ? Urghh I'm annoyed.

I was just scrolling on Facebook and then I realized that its valentines day next week. Oh so that's the reason my stupid friends are all lovestruck and have gone shopping leaving me all alone.

I think I'll be Forever Alone...

Huh the bad point of being single. You feel all alone on Valentine's day because all your friends are busy with their boyfriends...
Ashton commented on your photo with Cole.

It was a photo of a couple holding hands. Like mad in love kind of. I had tagged him. We used to tag each other in all types of romantic posts and even comment kisses, hugs and smileys.

But for us we were still 'just friends'

Pretty weird.... I know.

All my friends told me to just man up and go and tell him that I love him but being the romantic sappy person that I am I wanted him to confess his undying love for me.

I don't know if that will ever happen.

So I decided that it was enough I'm gonna tell him that I love him.

All my friends used to ask me why do I love him and I simply say the thing I've heard a million times  "You can never explain why you Love a person....You just do."

And they think I'm Crazy. Yes I am crazy and I'm proud of it...eh ??

The rest of the week flew by fast enough with me sleeping and eating around the whole day, chatting, calls, sleeping and then repeating...

And then it was the day before Valentine's day.

You have a new message from Cole.

He : hey. wassup ?

This is it...it's now or never . Come on Tori you can do it. You are a brave girl.

Me : Hey I wanna tell you something...I've been thinking about it a lot....

He : Yep tell me what is it ??

Me : Um...see don't get me wrong...it's just that..

He : Hmmm ??

He encouraged to go on...

Me : Cole I think I love you.

There goes nothing. I finally said it. Oh god what if he won't talk to me now what if he will hate me...what if he thinks I'm like the other girls who are behind him.... Yes he will think I'm desperate but what can I do. These feelings that I'm getting are not ready to stop. It's weird and I'm confused. I don't know what it is....

He : You love me as a friend right ? I love you too Tori :)

What the actual fudge..... Such a mad man. Where is my gun. I'm going to murder him.

Me : No Cole...No I love you more than a friend... Be my boyfriend..?

Great just great this is so stupid a girl proposing to a guy and telling him to be his boyfriend...

'Your name should go down in history Tori' my inner me mocked me.

I snapped out of my day dreaming by the buzzing of my phone

Cole calling....

Oh my why is he calling me...to end our friendship..to laugh at me. Or to tell me I'm a fool to even think about all this. Oh my poor heart just hold on. Don't drown in self pity just yet....

'Pick the phone you idiot' My inner me reminded me.

He....hel...hello ..?? I said.

"Hey" my knees went weak from hearing his husky voice.

This is not good. Be strong Tori.

Ye...y...yess ??

"What were you telling Tori ?" He questioned.

I cannot decipher whether he is angry or not ?

"I..I.. " I stammered.

"Yes Tori, go on I'm listening.." he said

I closed my eyes took a deep breathe and said.

"I love you Cole and I love you more than a friend

I waited for his reply....I started feeling disappointed... Maybe he is rolling his eyes and wanting to laugh at me for being so stupid and asking him to be my boyfriend but then I heard the most awesome four words of my life...

"I love you too Tori....more than a friend."