"Say something Victoria ?" My Mother whispers.
Why is this happening with me ? Everything was so good before. All of a sudden everything is falling apart. What did I do to deserve this ? All I wanted was a happy family. Was it too much to ask for ? I can't believe my parents have filed for Divorce.
Tears blurred my vision as the reality sinked in.
What was she asking me to say ?? What did she expect from me ? What could I say to make her stay ? I didn't want them to know how weak I was so I simply shook my head and said "Okay"
What else do you expect from a girl who was happy sometime ago. Who had a perfect life and now she realizes her perfect life was just fake.
Her parents didn't love each other. They did not think about their children even once. How would this news affect them ? What type of parents did I have ?
"Okay is all you have to say my dear.?" My mother asked me softly as if I was an angry animal who would pounce on her.
I just stared at the ground. I could not look in her eyes and see that she didn't care about us anymore. Did she just call me Dear ? Who the hell does she think she is ? If I stay here for one more second I may strangle her. It is better I leave the room and clear my head.
I ran up to my room and locked the door.
I sat down on the floor my back to the door, my hands wrapped around my legs and head on my knees and sobbed like someone I loved just died.
I held myself tight thinking I could become small if I press myself together and so will the pain.
Foolish I know.
I don't know how long I sat like that thinking about the happy times with my parents and cried even more realising those moments can never come back. My family will never be whole again. I will never walk hand in hand with my parents.
Have you ever experienced this ? Whenever someone hurts you tend to think about all the good times spent with them and it makes you cry even more.?
Knock Knock...I ignored whoever it was. Why can't people leave me alone. I laughed at the thought. I actually didn't want to be left alone. I still remember in eight grade our teacher had asked us to write about our greatest fear. I first thing that had come to my mind was the fear of being Alone...
I was too absorbed in my thoughts I didn't realize someone knocked again. I decided not to answer and they would eventually leave. Everyone will leave me anyways. After all my Mother was leaving me. I was unworthy. I didn't deserve anyone that is why people will leave me.
"Tori Babe Please open the door."
Cole...I quickly stood up all my resolve of not opening the door went out of the window. I grabbed the door handle and was about to turn it when...
Diana...Ofcourse Cole will also leave me for Diana....Like my Mom is leaving me for some other man.
No I cannot open the door. I cannot face Cole.
Another round of tears overtook me. I started sobbing again.
"G...Go...aw...Away..C...Cole.." I stammered like the idiot I was.
What I wouldn't give to stop stammering whenever I cried.
"Re please baby just open the door." He pleaded.
I knew I was causing him trouble. He should just leave me and be happy with Diana. They both would be perfect together. As soon as the thought came to my mind I started feeling sick.
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Can Love happen Twice ? ( On Hold )
Teen FictionTo Be Honest With You, I Don't Have The Words To Make You Feel Better, But I Do Have The Arms To Give You A Hug, Ears To Listen To Whatever You Want To Talk About, And I Have A Heart ; A Heart Thats Aching To See You Smile Again. - Cole To Victoria...