I Tried So Hard To Find Friends In The Sea Of Lonliness, Only To Find Lonliness Was My Only Friend..!! </3
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Love is a very strong word. When you love someone it is one of the best feeling in the world. Everything seems a lot better. Life seems amazing. You are happy just by looking at the person you love but there is something even more better than loving someone. It is when you know they love you back. You are on cloud nine.
Love brings all sets of different emotions with it. You know it's not always going to be hearts and flowers. There are going to be fights and misunderstanding but you know that if it's meant to be you are going to be even more strong after the fights and arguments.
Love is when you Trust a person completely with your heart fully aware that they have the power to crush your heart.
Trust is just a five letter word but has deep a very deep meaning. People say it takes forever to build trust but to be honest you trust everyone in your life. There is a reason they are in your life because you somewhat do trust them.(Friends and Family) The thing about trust is you go on trusting people thinking that no one is going to break your trust but when one person breaks it. You are scared. Scared that others will also break your trust. You tend to build thick high walls around your hurt to protect it from getting hurt. Little do we know that the wall is just on the outside. We pretend to not be affected by it but deep Down we are affected. We do not want to let others in our heart scared that the moment you trust them with your heart they are going to crush it.
Love and Trust... These two words are troubling me from the moment Cole reluctantly dropped me home.
"Will you stop pacing around Tori." Anna slapped her forehead.
She has been here for the last one hour. I told her everything about my mother and Cole. I felt as if a weight was lifted from my chest.
"I'm scared." I bit my lips and sat down still shaking my legs.
"Listen Tori. I know your Mother broke your trust and what you saw today has shaken you." I mentally shuddered recalling the images of my Mother kissing a Guy half her age. "Everyone is not the same. I know you are scared that what if Cole breaks your trust as well. I know there are going to be a lot of what ifs."
"Anna you don't understand." I whispered trying to push back my tears.
"Enlighten me then." She stared in my eyes.
"I'm falling in Love with Cole Anna. It...it scares me...sc...scares..me...th..that what if...he...he br...breaks my...trust...br..breaks my heart ?" Just thinking about it made me sick to my stomach. Before that happens I'll prefer to die.
"Hush it's okay baby it's okay" She hugged me. "I can only tell you one thing. Life is all about taking risks. I know this is not the time for you to take risks but don't be so scared. Ask yourself what you want. Whatever your decision is just know that I will always be there for you."
"Thankyou Anna. It really means a lot to me." I wiped my tears with the back of my hand.
"Now now no more tears my dear Tori. Lets hog up on our favourite sweet Donuts and Icecream and lets watch a movie. How does that sound ?" She asked with hopeful eyes.
How do you refuse your best friend ? No you don't.
So here we are in my room on my bed snuggled up in my comforter watching The Fault In Our Stars. With goofy smiles on our faces.
"What's up with Sophia ?" I asked Anna shoving a big fat spoon of icecream in my mouth and relishing it's taste.
"You noticed it too ?" She raises an eyebrow.
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