Can Love happen Twice ? ( On Hold )

My World Has Been Crumpled- Chapter 20

Someone Who Really Loves You Sees What A Mess You Can Be, How Moody You Can Get,How Hard You Are To Handle, But Still Wants You In Their Life...!! ❤

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Do you know how it feels when you are so happy that it does not feels real and then you have this gut feeling that something wrong is going to happen.

I've been having the same feeling from morning when my parents returned. There was a lot of tension between them. There was something wrong and I knew it.

It was like history was repeating itself. There was this tension which was there One Year ago when my parents used to fight a lot. Their relationship has hit the rock bottom. They used to fight everyday and have screaming battles which actually made me very upset but then for some reasons they were happy again. Maybe for our sake they wanted to make their relationship work. I actually don't know if they were really happy or just pretending. As I said before I'm not very good at reading people. I always dreaded it. Even Jay and Nats had Noticed the tension. Long gone were the parents who were happy together or pretending to be happy together.

When they came back My Mom went in the guest room while my dad went to his room. They only came out for lunch but both of them ignored each others presence. The tension on the dinning table was so thick that you could actually cut it with a knife. After lunch my Mom went out and Dad went back to his room.

Natasha also left after lunch to hang out with her friends. I knew she didn't want to see this Gloomy atmosphere.

I was actually hoping for a nice happy family reunion when my parents would return but no such luck. My parents could not even bare each other and now I knew it.

"Jay I'm scared. Things are going back to the way they were one year back." I frowned.

"Tori I don't know what they were like one year back but I do know the LOVE between them was over before I even left." He spat and I saw the anger in his eyes which made me suspicious.

"Jay you left because you knew our parents had changed isn't it ? because they stopped loving each other and you knew it isn't it ??" Tears welled up in my eyes.

"Hey babygirl don't cry please." He hugged tightly and I blinked back my tears. Having my periods make me an emotional wreck.

"Why didn't you tell me.?" I asked feeling betrayed.

"You were too small to understand all that Tori and when you grew up you were too ignorant to notice all this but then they started faking love and acted as if they were happy together."

He was right I was too ignorant to notice such things. I was always in my own dream world and when things got too out of control I thought that every relationship has it's up's and Downs.

"Why can't they be happy together Jay ? Why can't they love each other ?"

"Because..Tori..." He hesitated.

"What is it Jay ?? What are you not telling me ?" I narrowed my eyes.

"Sit down down and promise me you will listen to everything I say." His eyes filled with pity.

"Okay I promise."

"Tori I think Mom has an affair."

I felt as if someone has punched me in my stomach. As if all the air has been sucked out of my lungs.
No No No...I chanted in my head. As in it would change the truth. It can't be true. My Mom has an affair. What about dad does he know about this ?