Complicated

#16

Madie's P.O.V

Well the coma has made me miss 6 entire months of my life, It's been 4 days since i've woken up and my legs feel paralyzed there is something the boys are hiding from me and i haven't seen JackG since i've woken up maybe he is with Madison, the boys haven't given me my phone yet but i wanna find out whats going on on social media, It's morning the sun was falling on my face arghh i wish i could close the curtains so i could sleep more so i thought okay im going to do this i tried super hard to sit up straight and i did wow im tired already and out of breath, i slowly slid my leg down and my leg started wiggling i put the other down and held onto my bed super tight i held the edges and tired to walk wow that took forever and why am i so tired, now comes comes the hard part there was about 6 steps to the window and i had nothing to hold onto which means i have to walk alone, i slowly let go of my bed and closed my eyes and kept one step and i was so happy i did that on my own, i tried to keep another and was about to fall when someone caught me,

"Madie" someone shouted behind me and caught me, i looked around and it was Gilinsky,

"Jack hey" i said holding onto him tight cause i felt week again,

"What are you doing out of bed? " he said and carried me bridal styled to my bed, "You should not be walking" he said,

"I know but the sun is falling on my face and its annoying i wanna sleep more," i groaned,

"Well you could have told someone, what if you fell or blacked out" he said worried,

"Hey sooner or later i have to start walking, so might as well take a risk now and try on my own" i said,

"Not on your own, where is Aaron anyway?" he asked while pulling a chair close to me,

"He went home he will be back later i guess" i said and grabbed a cookie tray that was next to me and offered him one, "want one?" i asked,

"Sure  thanks" he said while taking one,

"So what brings you here, im not saying it in a bad way but i don't usually see you a lot so there must be something going on" i said while eating my cookie,

"I know im supposed to wait till later to tell you this but the guilt is killing me Madie" he said all tensed up,

"Whats wrong tell me," i said in a calm voice,

He took a deep breath in and explained, everything about Madison being responsible for the car crash and me almost dying, after he said Madison was the reason behind my accident i looked at the window cause i didn't want him to see my tears he kept on explaining and saying sorry but i just looked away and didn't look at him once, the fact that i lost 6 months of my life for something i didn't do just broke me i blamed myself for the accident, i wish i died when i had the chance,

"Im really sorry Madie" JackG said before he left and not once did i look at him but tears fell from my eyes,

I turned to the side and just cried my eyes out,

"Madie, " i heard a male voice, i quickly wiped my tears and put a smile on,

"Hey guys," i said,

"Whats wrong Madie why are you crying" Brent asked,

"Crying pffttt no me? im not crying" i said trying to keep up the act but i couldn't i broke down again and i was only able to do this in front of Brent and Lexi who mean the world to me and who i love and care the most about,

"What happend" Lexi asked, while hugging me,

"It wasn't an accident wasn't it, Madison did this to me" I broke down and they both laid next to me,