One day at a time | Sarah Paulson

Chapter 34

“What do you want to eat?” I asked Sarah as we stood in my kitchen. “I want something sweet” Sarah thought about something. “Didn't you had something sweet a few minutes ago?” I smirked. Sarah slapped my ass and laughed. “I will make us pudding. Vanilla or Chocolate?” “Chocolate” Sarah smiled and sat down. I nodded and started.

After some minutes the puddings were ready to eat and I asked Sarah to grab two bowls from the cupboard. After she handed me the bowls, I put the pudding in it and handed her one bowl back. “Here you go, my love.” “Thanks babe, it smells delicious” Sarah gave me a kiss. We sat down on the kitchen table and I asked her “What do you want to see in the cinema?” “Oh I don't know, normally I don't go to cinemas, so you should decide what we watch.”

I let my spoon sink back into the bowl and looked at her stunned. “What do you mean you don't go to cinemas?” “Um well, mostly I avoid them because of the attention I get when I'm at a public place” Sarah murmured and played with the pudding. “If you don't want to go, please tell me. I don't want to force you.” “No it's okay, I'd like to go. It's just” Sarah stopped speaking. I looked up at her “What?”

“I can't kiss you” she whispered. I had finished my pudding and stood up. Sarah followed me with her eyes and I walked to her side. I kneeled down next to her and held her hand. “I know how you feel, but think about that. Maybe we can't kiss, but imagine the moment we get home.” I kissed her wrist and Sarah smiled. She pushed her bowl away and stood up too. We stood very close to one another and Sarah fumbled with my necklace.

“You're right. I can already feel the sexual tension between us.” “It will be all more intense” I whispered in Sarah's ear and bit it. “Okay” she whispered back with closed eyes. “We decide what we watch at the cinema” I suggested and Sarah nodded. We both cleaned the bowls and decided to go back to the bedroom. We laid on my bed and watched some television. I laid in Sarah's arms with my head on her chest.

“My best friend is coming in two weeks.” “What?” I felt Sarah's body tense. I looked up at her and saw the worry in her eyes. “What's wrong Sar?” “I don't know. I'm just nervous I think” she told me. "You don't need to be nervous, (Y/F/N) will love you. I promise." We both smiled and then I said “But the only thing what gives me stomach pain is that I can't kiss you, or touch you.” “Oh yeah, that will be a really hard time.”

“And we can't see each other each day.” The more I thought about it, the more depressed I got. Sarah could feel my distress and cuddled closer to me. “Hey now you're the one who shouldn't worry. We can text and when she's asleep you can call me okay? Maybe I can arrange a day at our set. I know, you would love that” Sarah smirked. “Yeah I would definitely love that. Did I told you that you're the best girlfriend ever?” I mumbled at her neck. Before Sarah could answer I was already asleep. “No, you're the best girlfriend ever. Someday I will marry you” Sarah whispered and kissed my head.