One day at a time | Sarah Paulson

Chapter 31

“You don't know how much that means to me. And I really appreciate that you didn't referred to me as a celebrity, but as a normal person. I love you so much, I think I never loved someone so hard like I love you. You are everything to me and I'm glad you're here with me.” Sarah let out a shaky breath and I hugged her even more. “You smell divine love” Sarah whispered against my neck. I rubbed her back and giggled.

“You didn't smell bad either. It's vanilla right?” Sarah nodded and than I could feel her smile. “I can feel your smile, what are you thinking of?” “I bought something.” “And what?” Sarah got up and put her shirt back on. “Just lay here and don't move.” I gave her a thumbs up and she walked out of the room. I heard her rummaging through something and then she came back.

“And what do you have there?” I asked and sat with my body against the headboard. Sarah crawled back on the bed and towards me. “Hmm I thought I'd bring us some lotion and oil” Sarah purred. “And for what?” I asked innocently, playing with her hair. “You told me yesterday that your day was exhausting and I thought that I could give you a massage.”

I pulled her towards me and kissed her. We both moaned and I said “You are awesome. I don't know when the last time was that I had a massage.” “Then it's about time” she murmured and bit my lower lip. Sarah pulled my shirt up and off of me. She opened my bra and I couldn't even react that fast. Pulling the straps off my shoulders and removing it completely, she throws it away.

Sarah kissed each breast and I moaned. “Lay on your stomach” she whispered against my ear. I did as I was told and Sarah sat on my butt. “Oil or lotion?” “Oil” I answered. “It's lavender” Sarah told me and kissed my shoulder. Normally I wouldn't show someone my back, because it's really bad. I had several scars on it. Sarah caressed each scar with her fingers and asked “Where did they come from?”

“I have some issues with my skin and I'll always scratch my back. So that's probably the reason for the scars” I mumbled into the mattress, because I felt ashamed. Sarah kissed my back and said lovingly “You don't need to feel ashamed. It's a part of you and I love that too.”

I heard Sarah opening the bottle of lavender oil and then she rubbed some of it on her hands. She started at my shoulders and gasped. “Babe, you're totally tense.” I didn't respond and Sarah worried. “Are you okay?” I nodded and gave here a thumbs up. She focused on my shoulders for some minutes and went further down.