We arrive in Russia, at yet another Undisclosed location. The inside is set up almost exactly like the one in Germany. I enter a bedroom with blue flower wall paper. I hold Seamus in one hand, and my bag of belongings and equipment in the other.
I set the bag on the floor and Seamus and I sit down on the bed with grey blankets. I flip open the laptop in order to watch over my friends. "I want mamma," Seamus whines. I put Seamus on my lap and hugged him. We watch the others just hanging out in a motel room.
"I see Tea Tea," Seamus giggles. Seamus is a funny kid, he's so innocent. "Look Ry Ry is there to buddy," I point Rylee out. Seamus giggles even more. "I want food," Seamus states. "Okay let's go find some," I respond. I pick little Seamus up off the bed, and we venture to find the mess hall.
We enter the mess hall, we find Gregor and the twins eating sandwiches. "Can we have some?" I ask. "Yeah sure," Gregor responds. Gregor stands up and walks to the metal counter, he fixes us some sandwiches.
Seamus and I sat down at the long dark oak table. Gregor brings us ham and cheese sandwiches. "Thank you," I speak. Gregor nodded in response.
I take a couple bites of my food. "I'm sorry for your loss," Pattie apologizes. "Yeah me too," Mattie speaks. I just nod in response, I don't really want to talk about it. Little Pattie leaves her seat from across the table, and sits next to Seamus.
"So you two are twins," I speak. Mattie looks at me. "We're mirror image twins," Mattie informs. "That's cool," I remark. "Do you two have any other siblings?" Gregor asks. "No" Pattie responds. "But we would babysit our three year old cousin for extra cash," Mattie adds.
"That's cool," I speak. Seamus slides into Pattie's lap. "He likes me," Pattie exclaims. I look over at Seamus and Pattie, he is poking her cheeks and laughing, Pattie seems like she loves it. "Yeah I guess he does like you," I remark.
"Can we watch him for a little while?" Mattie asks. I don't know if Teagan and Rylee would allow it, but I need time to mourn. "Yeah sure, just stay out of trouble," I respond. "Never leave him alone, Teagan and Rylee would kill me if you left Seamus alone," I add. "Yes sir," Pattie smirks. Pattie reminds me of a shy version of Cannon, and Mattie really reminds me of Kacey.
I don't think Mattie would ever let anyone hurt Pattie, or any of her friends. I can tell that Mattie is protective of Pattie. Kacey was almost to protective of Teagan.
"I'm going to take a shower," I state. "Okay go on then," Mattie smiles. I smile back at her, and leave the mess hall. I walk back to my room.
I laid down on my bed and tears roll down my face. I can't believe Kacey's gone, like really gone. I should have been there with them, but I didn't go and that's on me. I never got to say goodbye.
