Everything is Shitty

Chapter Fifteen - Secretive Flirting

Stan
Craig seems a lot happier, which makes me happy. I moved in about two weeks ago, and Craig is getting more comfortable with letting other people touch him. He gave someone a handshake at work yesterday. Some business thing. He was pretty amazed that he did.
Tweek moved in the same day I did, though his moving in was more of decorating the empty room and getting shit, mine was grabbing thing so wanted and putting it in Craig's room. He was stoked that first night. Not being able to wipe his beautiful smile off his face.
Right now, Craig and I are cuddling on the couch, and Tweek is making dinner, said it's a dish from Berlin that he wants us to try. Clyde is playing his game, but I'm focusing on touching Craig's chest and kissing on his shoulder.
"Hehe that tickles." Craig giggles as my hand trails down to his stomach.
"You're ticklish?" I ask
He audibly gasps "No!" He turns toward me and hides himself in my chest.
"Aww... you're so cute..." I chuckle, and he gets all cozy with me.
"Alright, dinner is ready!" Tweek exclaims happily. Clyde pauses his game and Craig gets off, so I follow.
"It's called Maultasche." Tweek says and we all get some of it. "It was my favorite thing when I lived there."
Craig seems slightly intrigued as we all sit down and begin eating "Are you fluent in German?" He asks
Tweek nods "Du bist bezaubernd, Craig"
Craig smiles "what does that mean?" He asks
Tweek turns a light pink and chuckles "I just asked how your day was."
"Oh! It was good, Stan and I went to look at flowers. We might get some to display outside the window or something. Just as a little project."
"That sounds fun. Flowers are really pretty." Tweek responds as he takes a bite of the food, god I really like this food.
"So How was your day?" Craig asks
"Es würde mir nichts ausmachen, dich zurück in mein Schlafzimmer zu bringen und dich als mein eigenes zu beanspruchen." Tweek says with a wink, and suddenly I'm a bit suspicious on what he's saying to my boyfriend.
"What does that mean?" Craig asks, intrigued.
"Oh, I said 'I finally got a job at a coffee shop in town, and today was my first day, and I found a really cute guy on my shift'" I doubt that's that's what Tweek said, but I guess...
"Ooo, well maybe you should go for him." Craig winks back.
"Maybe I will." Tweek responds and we continue eating, with small conversations in between.
When we finish Craig and I go up to our room and watch TV. Which was something I brought from my room when I moved in. After dinner we usually get some alone time in. Of course we enjoy our time without the rest guys. We lay down and cuddle, the TV is soft background noise.
"How was work, babe? Did anything happen?" Craig asks.
"I think one of the fryers broke..." I answer
"And why do you think that?" Craig asks
"Because the beeper doesn't work and I don't think it gets as hot anymore. We took shit out at the time we were supposed to and it was almost still completely frozen." I answer
"Alright, I'll call a repair guy tomorrow." Craig sighs and cuddles close to me.
"Thanks babe, they all told me to tell you, then teased me for fucking the manager and asked if I was only with you for a raise." I shrug "I told them I wasn't and I just love you."
"We haven't even fucked yet." Craig rolls his eyes.
"Not yet, but some day." I'm rather excited for the day I get to ravish Craig, but I'm willing to wait. "Whenever you're ready." I kiss his forehead.
He smiles sweetly "I'm pretty ready tonight if you want." He says seductively and slowly pecks my lips.
I turn red "are you sure?" I've gotta make sure this is what he wants.
He cups my cheek and nods "Stan... I want you..." He says, though slightly hesitant "I want you to have my virginity, and I don't care that I'm not getting yours." He rubs my thumb on my cheek, and I get up to lock the bedroom door and go back to him.

Craig
I'm only agreeing to this because I've been feeling tension build up between us. This exact kind of tension. Sexual. It's probably because we've been sleeping together, cuddling, and kissing a lot. I just want him so badly... he comes back and gets on top of me.
"Well... should we just take our clothes off to begin with?" I blush but nod, my body hasn't gotten any better. I still get out of eating, I just don't like to. Tonight was the most I had in awhile and I had the smallest portion out of anyone. I know Stan is concerned and when he sees my body he's gonna he even more so.... oh whatever. I take off my shirt and Stan just looks at it. Running his fingers across it.
"Baby you really need to eat more..." I cover myself back up.
"Turn off the light..." I softly instruct. If my body is gonna be visible the light is gonna be off...
Stan nods and gets up "it's worse than when I met you... can you please eat a little bit more?" He asks as he turns off the light and takes off the rest of his clothes. I sigh and do the same.
"I'll try baby..." I hate how I look but I feel powerless to stopping it.
He gets back on me after all of our clothes are off and leans down to kiss me passionately, along with grinding his hips against mine. I softly moan into his mouth, and worry about him actually being attracted to me, or if he's just romantically attracted and won't get hard.
Well. Those worries are for nothing. My boyfriend is harder than a rock right now, and I'm well on my way to being the same. Things got heated rather quickly, and god it feels good. I didn't know it would feel so good... I feel all over his body, growing needy of Stan. I stroke his rock hard cock as I passionately kiss him. He breaks it to moan and cup my cheek. He can't say anything. He doesn't know what to say. I can see it in his eyes. He bucks his hips into my hand.
    "Craig..." He moans softly and runs his hand against my chest. So I do the same to him, along with letting out a fake moan. He's so fucking sexy, I didn't think I'd be attracted to his type of guy, but I guess I am.... I think I'm just into him... I push myself up against him "god I want it... I want you, please!" I don't know where that came from... just thinking about it... thinking about what he could do to me. "Fuck...fuck me..." I look at him with half lidded eyes and I rub his chest. He nods and grabs a condom and the bottle of lube.
   "Which one?" Stan asks, and I look at the two.
    "Lube." I answer "I-I think it's gonna feel better.." I wouldn't know, but I think for him, it'll be better... he nods and puts the lube all over himself, then on me, I wince. Ooh! It's cold! I inhale sharply and exhale shakily, it quickly warms up, and he lines it up with me.
    "Ready to lose your virginity?" He asks with a smirk.
    "Fuck yes.." I pull him down and kiss him softly "finally." I add.
    Stan begins pushing inside me, and it tears me apart. I wince and try to relax.
    "S-Stan... your huge cock is... is ripping me apart..." I moan, and he lets out a soft groan.
    "G-god Craig..." he moans "I can't help it... you're so fucking tight..." he groans and starts moving around inside of me.
    "Fuck me... oh god... hard..." I just want him to pound me....
    Stan starts moving in and out rather slowly. I'm sure he'll speed up eventually. I don't know how he likes to do it. I don't know how I like to do it, I just feel like he should pound me till I pass out.
    God he's not speeding up... he's not fucking speeding up. I flip us over, figuring if he won't give it to me, I'll take it.
    "Oh, helloo~" Stan says in a sing songy tone, and I begin bouncing on him, fuck. I moan and bite my finger. Stan begins to touch me, and I feel an immense wave of pleasure come through me.
    Eventually he stops me so he can sit up, and he grabs a hold of my ass, leaning against the wall.
    "Hopefully this is more comfortable for you.." He says, and I grip his shoulders, continuing my previous actions, but now my dick rubs against his stomach and his chest, and that makes it feel even better. I'm a moaning mess before I know it. I know I'm not very quiet in the bedroom, and I'm doing my best to be.
    As I do this, eventually I feel Stan slap my ass, I don't know what to take that as. So I just speed up until I run out of energy and slow back down. He lets out grunts and small moans ever once in a while. I'm a lot louder than he is though.
    He starts thrusting up into me, and that's when I switch us so we're laying again. I lean over him and kiss him softly, allowing him to thrust up as hard as he wants into me, and he's a bit light with me. Probably because I look so frail, but I can take a hard pounding. I want a hard pounding. I'll build muscle for that. His thrusts make me moan loudly, though I muffle it in his shoulder, we aren't the only people here.
    Soon his quick pounding stops and he cums inside of me. I'm a moaning mess, it feels really good to be came inside of.
    "Aww... that not good enough for you?" Stan asks as he gets me off of him and lays me down so he's on top of me.
   "It is... please... I just want you back inside me..." I moan out. Stan smirks and lifts my legs back up, he shoves a finger in and I shutters.
    "Want me to finger fuck you?" He asks as he shoves another one in, then moves those two in and out.
   "Yes... fuck me in any way you can..." I nod, and he continues moving his fingers in and out of me. I arch my back and moan softly, looking to the side and beginning to stroke myself.
    "God... I can feel it aching..." I groan out, Stan takes his fingers out and begins stroking my cock for me, messing with my balls. I quickly begin bucking my hips, my cock twitching. I want this... he tugs at my balls and I find myself orgasming. Bucking my hips up faster, then stopping in the air as cum flies all over my stomach and some even on Stan's face.
    Stan cleans up himself and my stomach, and I slip on underwear and pajama pants, as does Stan. He unlocks the door and lays down behind me, pulling me in to spoon.
    "God that was amazing..." I breathe out.
    "Worth the wait?" Stan asks
    "Are you kidding? If I knew it was this great we would've been fucking in seventh grade." I joke, chuckling.
      Stan blushes "it still would've been with me?" He asks
    "During your off moment with Wendy, and Tweek left me toward the middle of the year... so maybe." I shrug. Then turn toward him.
    "ahh... your ass is gonna hurt in the morning." Stan comments.
    "...What..?"