I chuckle. "Why did you do that?" I feel my cheeks turning red.
"What's wrong?" He asks concerned.
"Nothing." I pause. "I just... I've been trying to know for the past days what that meant." I bite my bottom lip and look away. "But surely it's nothing." I mumble.
"How would it make you feel if it actually meant something?" He cocks his head to one side and strokes my cheek.
"Why would you wanna know anyway?" I look at him in the eyes.
"Cause I wanna see you blush." He smirks.
My stomach feels lightweight and I have the sensation everything is spinning around he and I. What do I say? Am I into him? Is he messing around with me? Not funny at all.
"Oh yeah?" I slightly laugh. "As if." I mutter.
I glance at him and he leans his head closer to mine. The next moment, I feel his breath and he has my bottom lip trapped in his and all I can feel are both of his hands running through my wet hair.
As soon as I come to my senses and realize Jack and I are kissing, I pull apart.
"This is so wrong." I quietly say. I am unable to look at him in the eyes. Shit. What the fuck just happened? Jackson? I swear I'm dying from hysteria inside.
"There's nothing wrong with my kissing." He furrows his eyebrows.
I roll my eyes at his sense of humor. "You have a girlfriend." I bite my bottom lip as I say what we both don't wanna hear right now.
"It's all different now."
I stay silent.
"Becca, come on." He pulls me by the waist. "Didn't you want it?" He breathes so close to me.
"I did, Jack." I give up. "But that night, you and her were distant and I was high and—"
He smashes his lips into mine once again and this time I decide to not pull apart because his lips feel so good and soft. If Nicole happens to walk on us in this precise moment I wouldn't give a shit to be honest. Maybe Johnson was right about everything he and Mike said.
"I could do this all night." Jack breathes through our kiss.
I grab his face with both of my hands and continue to kiss him. I swear Jack is such a good kisser I could do this all night too. His hands are placed on my waist and he pulls me closer as if that's even possible. I place my hands around his neck and I feel his legs rubbing with mine. This is so... intimate.
I'm afraid we'll get caught but I'm actually enjoying this. Before I know it, I pull apart. "They'll come in any second." I quietly say after a few seconds.
"You really know how to ruin moments..." He smirks. "...Don't you?" He softly says as he plants a kiss on the side of my neck. Whoa, seeing him smirk like that is so hot.
I smile to myself. "As much as I'd like to stay here and kiss you all night, I need to leave." I bite my bottom lip. "I don't wanna get myself into more trouble." I chuckle and playfully roll my eyes
"We're already in trouble." He lifts his hand and caress my hair and puts a strand of my hair behind my ear.
"Yeah. Think I have to get used to it, right?" I smirk.
"Mm-hmm." He nods grinning.
"I'll see you tomorrow Jack." I give him a smile and step my way out of the pool.
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I pry my eyes open to the smell of pancakes. I notice that Jackson is not here and I hear laughs coming from downstairs.
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Best I Ever Had // Jack Gilinsky
Fanfiction"Last night I knew what to say. But you weren't there to hear it." He says with his jaw clenched and with tears forming on his eyes. "What was it though?" I ask. . . . In which a girl, that's not innocent at all, finds herself surrounded by hurt and...
