The Misfit [Irwin]

1.5 dont go&stay

"So what's the name of our band any way?" Asked Kris as he sat on the couch, me on the floor, and Alex on top of an amp.

"Em's band" I laughed.

Kris threw popcorn at me as he yelled "shut the fuck up Em."

"Make me." I smiled.

"We've missed you Em."

"I've missed you guys too."

Since Ashton had left for tour we had been talking every morning and night and honestly it got me threw my days and nights. Alex, Kris and I had become closer. It was nice just to be able to play my drums with my little shits again.

"But seriously a name guys." Alex said.

I thought about it. The world is made of 99.9% of nothing, and finally at this point in my life I didn't feel as if I was floating threw the ocean.

"Oceans nothing." I said.

They all smiled at me. "I like it" Kris said. "Me too." Said Alex.

"So then it's decided. Oceans nothing."

They both nodded. "Em is that your parents car?" Asked Kris.

I looked down the street to see a blue sports car coming down the road. "Ya I think so." "Do you want us to go?" Alex asked. "I think that would be best." I told them they both walked over and hugged me.

My parents stepped out of the car as Kris and Alex were leaving. "Hello boys." My mother said. They said hello and then goodbye and left.

My parents said hello to me and walked inside. Not even asking how I was just walking right past me.

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When it came time for dinner I thought maybe just maybe my parents would be staying with me. But I was wrong god I was always wrong.

"Are you guys staying for dinner?"

"Em darling you know we would, but we are going out tonight on a business trip." My mother said.

"To where?"

"Washington." Said my dad.

"Oh."

"Yes darling so we will be back in 2 weeks we promise then we will have a nice dinner, okay?" My mother said.

"Ya whatever."

"Em don't get like that."

"Don't tell me how I am when it's you're fault I'm this way. You're never here. I don't understand why you can't stay with me. Don't go.Please stay with me." My voice getting lower and cracking as the tears began to well in my eyes.

"Emily we can't." My father said firmly before grabbing my mothers hand and walking out the door slamming it shut.

I was alone again. I can't stand this. My phone was buzzing Ashton's name appeared. I sat on the ground and laid there. Crying. Tears burning my eyes as they fell on the ground.

To many emotions rolling threw my mind. My head was pounding. My eyes were burning. I couldn't stand being alone.

I walked to my bathroom and looked in the mirror. My eyes were red and puffy. My makeup a mess, my nose red. I had no one but my blade, he wanted me. So I let him have me. I let him kiss my skin.

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So I've been watching skins for like a week straight. It's like insane. Omgz

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