2.6 him&i

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Sorry this is so short in advance but it needed to be here. But hey look at that picture am I right like damn Irwin this game needs to stop just come take me.
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I woke up to the doorbell ringing. I looked over to the clock on my dresser 8:30. It was a Saturday. No one was home so I got up to go answer the door.

I assumed it was Alex, so I unlocked the door and walked away waiting for him to walk in. I walked to the kitchen and heard the door close but when I turned around from the fridge I caught a sight I thought I would never see in my house again.

Ashton.

"Ashton, hey I didn't know it was you I thought you were-"

"You're new boyfriend?" He cut me off with venom spewing from the word boyfriend.

"No...I was going to say Alex." I looked at him. A blush ran to his cheeks and he looked at his hands. "Sorry I just...I thought." He said almost at a whisper.

I walked around the island and into the living room with Ashton in tow. I sat down and he did too. The air was so thick with tenseness you could cut it with a knife.

I was the first to speak. "Ashton I'm sorry. I over reacted because I was scared and in that process I hurt you. I'm so sorry, and I understand if you completely hate me, I hate myself for what I did."

"Em, I don't hate you. I'm sorry too. I should have never let you leave. I should have fought for you and helped you instead of getting upset and yelling."

"It's not you're fault Ash, I should have been truthful with you in the first place, I shouldn't have pushed you away." At this point he had moved closer to me and was smiling.

"What?" I furrowed my brow at him.

"Nothing, you just haven't said my name like that in forever and I missed you." He smiled and I leaned in and hugged him.

The hug was long and needed. I needed him. I missed him. Sure it took weeks for me to realize but I needed this boy.

"I hate myself for letting you go, and I miss every moment I spent with you. But I really love you, and I know you love me too, so can we just go back to how things were?" He whispered in my ear his arms still around me.

I felt the tears well up in my eyes and a knot in my stomach. He pulled away and took my face into his hands.

"Em what's wrong? Oh my god there is someone else." A look of pain and sorrow spread across his face.

"No Ash. I mean there was but that's not important, he was nothing."

"Then what is it?"

"I just don't understand why you would want to be with me when I've done all these horrible things to you? I'm a terrible person." I pulled his hands away from my face and looked down at the ground.

He pulled my face back up to his and said "that's because I love you Em, and nothing is going to change that. No matter how many times you hurt me I will just come back. Because you're the one I've fallen for and if I have to put in the extra work to have you I'll put in all the damn extra work I have too."

I looked at his bright hazel eyes. The same shade of green and brown I feel in love with since day one. "You're beautiful." He whispered as I studied his features, and that's when I pulled him in and kissed him. Harder then I had ever kissed him before.

He kissed back with a furious hunger. He kicked my bottom lip for entrance and I let him in. We laid there in a heated passionate kiss until he pulled away and began sucking at my skin and whispering after every bite "this is mine, and this is mine, oh and this is definitely mine."

That's how we spent our first night back together. In one another's arms. Holding onto each other as if we would slip away. "I love you." He whispered in my ear and kissed my forehead. I looked up to him from the spot I was laying on his chest "I love you too Ashton."
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THEY BACK TOGETHER THEY BACK TOGETHER! Yes!!!

Okay ignore me all is well.

I thought I would let you know that there are only 2 chapters left after this one....):

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