Who cares what he's doing? Stop what you're doing, go watch Emma Chamberlain or David Dobrik on youtube. Scroll through instagram. Laugh. Laugh. Laugh. Go with your friends downtown. Sight see. Smile. Smile. Smile. And realize something:
He's not here. He's not with you. There's a reason for that. It'll get to you, I know, but stop it. Focus your time on your friends or working or traveling or reading or school--and especially yourself. If he wanted to be here--with you--he would.
But never, ever make yourself think you need to prove something to him or anyone else. And never be fooled by those pretty brown-green eyes of his.
