I'm finding myself consumed in loads of school work,
but i dont mind it
I even enjoy it
In about six months ill be at a local high school
for my counseling internship
and after a semester of that,
a licensed counselor
Every morning i write my goals for the day,
And every night i write a poem in my journal
I run every monday, wednesday, friday, and saturday
Every other day im reading
Saturday and friday nights im out at the bar with friends
Sundays im at church
Ive learned to love myself
Im learning to love myself even more than i already do
and im finding myself even more
every piece i thought was lost,
I realized needed an upgrade
Im going out with boys, but im not depending on them
Or the sex
To give myself fulfillment or validation
Im discovering and traveling and learning new things;
Last week i was just in Alaska
Mesmerized by the northern lights
And today im here
Reading this chapter about the human mind
so i can be a counselor
so i can help someone
I found my calling
but i have more than just one
and so do you
Live
Smile
Laugh
And discover
Dont stop no matter what
Dont stop thinking you don't matter;
that you're valueless
I've been there
and now im here
We all deserve a beginning
