kidnapped-ED

~103~

the sad thing is

ethan felt like he had to run away

because he felt he did something wrong

but it wasn't his fault

he didn't do anything at all and got put in juvie for it

he turned around and walked upstairs

slowly

i goes into the room

i followed him

and he went into the bathroom

and locked the door

after 5 minutes

i didn't hear the shower or the toilet or the sink or the bathtub

we don't even have a bathtub

P-"ethan are you okay?"

E-"y-yep"

P-"no you're not"

E-"i know"

P-"come out of there"

E-"i don't want to"

P-"please"

there was silence

then the door unlocked and opened

and out came ethan

his cheeks were stained by tears

i saw he stretched

to close the curtains

and i see his arm

P-"ethan please don't say that's what i think it is"

E-"w-what do you mean, i don't see anything"

he turned around

i grab his arm

and pulled up his hoodie

P-"ethan"

E-"i am sorry"

he had cuts

self harm cuts

all the way to his elbow

on his inner arm

with hardly any space between the cuts

i pull down his sleeve

and hug him

E-"i-i'm so sorry i-i-"

P-"it's okay baby it's okay you just scared me i don't like it when you hurt yourself"

E-"i-i didn't know what to do i-please don't tell anyo-"

i cut him off by squeezing him tighter

P-"go to sleep okay?"

he nodded and crawled into the bed

i went back downstairs

G-"what's that bitch doing killing himself"

P-"that's not funny"

G-"why"

P-"he doesn't want me to tell anyone"

G-"this bitch"

he stormed upstairs

G-"BITCH WHAT ARE YO- where oh he's-BITCH WHAT ARE YOU HIDING!"

I ran upstairs

G-"WHAT DONT YOU WANT ME TO KNOW"

E-"please leave me alone"

PM-"grayson just leave him alone"

I crawl over the bed to ethan

P-"how are you doing baby"

E-"i hate myself"

P-"but i love you"

E-"why do you love me, everything is wrong with me"

P-"i don't choose to love you but i love loving you i never want to lose you you're everything i have"

he kissed me

i kissed back

i pulled away and put my head on his chest when he lied down

E-"i love you"

P-"i love you ethan"

E-"can we-"

P-"yup"

i knew what he meant

i climbed over him and kissed him

E-"thank you"

we made out for a bit longer

but didn't have sex

but we made out for like 2 hours

i gave him a load of hickey's

he gave me more

you know

it was good

he's good

i love him

i don't just love him

i love him

ethan

i love piper

no wait

i'm in love with piper