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i placed the diary on the coffee table

i put the bookmark thingy there by the way you don't have to worry

i'm just wow

he thought that i was a good fuck

he tried to explain a feeling but couldn't

i know what that feels like

it's kinda like right now

it's like i feel warm inside because he said that about me

but it's weird because he's like a stranger

but he has memories with me only he will remember

M-"can i have my friends over to like hang out?"

he nodded

mavericks friends came

i went upstairs with my mom

to a guest room

while they did whatever downstairs

ethan

i aat there thinking

what if she doesn't

i remember everything

but it's like nothing happened

it's like it was a dream

i then saw maverick run out of the room

he came back in

with piper

i realised that because i heard him say he needed to help someone

PM-"you know i could've helped piper you know?"

M-"yeah i just-"

PM-"alright"

i sat there on my phone

It rang

it was a random number

i answered and said nothing obviously

?-"AND I OOP SAVE THE TURTLES!"

they hung up

i put the phone on the counter

i looked to piper sitting on a chair

i gave her a comforting smile

M-"dad"

i looked to him

M-"do you talk to anyone?"

i shook my head

i wrote on a whiteboard

'i would like too i just- can't i cant'

M-"i don't understand but you can't explain the feeling so i'll just leave you too it"

i nodded

M-"what's that?!"

'do not touch it its my diary from when i was 16'

M-"wait that's when you met piper did you write about her?"

he smirked

i blushed

then i nodded

he grabbed it from the table

and i ran and grabbed it from his hand

M-"dude"

P-"hi"

i looked up

and brought my hand down by accident

and maverick grabbed the diary

i pinned him down

and put him to sleep by putting a small amount of pressure to a certain part of his body

and i grabbed the diary

P-"hey can i carry on i'm reading"

i handed it to piper

she went back upstairs

maverick woke back up

M-"what?"

his friends laughed

as i boxed up the diaries

and wrote on a piece of paper

pipers name

i hid the box

and went to pack my bags

and write a diary entry

the last page

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Dear diary,

i'm leaving,no i'm not leaving LA,or cali i'm leaving America,i'm moving to england, i can't deal with it i know everyone will be like its reality deal with it but i can't everyday for 13 years she looked at me the way i looked at her and i look at her the same but she looks at me like i'm a stranger but now i am she has no memories of us at all she woke up with no memories so i have to be a little bitch and run away from it all i'm leaving my diary here so someone can read it aka piper i'm putting this in the box too i love you so much and don't think it's your fault i can't stay here i'm not wanted i'm still banned or whatever i'm so sorry i love you so much

~ethan

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