Right By My Side [Book 4]

Chapter 6

Sorry I haven't updated I just been needing  some time to finish this chapter and with Wattpad being retarded ain't helping. Ugh.

Anyway enjoy the update!

August Alsina POV

So Nicki don' asked Linda to tell me to come up the steps and talk to her 'bout whatever. I already kno' that I don' screwed up just from what her friend told me. I was hella drunk and this hangover ain't helpin' at all 'cause I feel even mo' like shit.

I shoulda prolly drunk some water, but too late fo' that now huh yet it don't matter 'cause I'ma be fine. Anyway, I finally get to her room and collapse on her bed 'cause I ain't got no balance.

She ain't got no sympathy fo' a nigga either since she's just lookin' at me all emotionless. Bruh, I hate to see Nicki so vulnerable like how she is now... All so lonely and confused. Yet, she gets through so many things which makes the very best of her.

I might not have been in her life fo' years but I sure do kno' when she fine and when she not. And, right now I kno' this is hittin' her hard and I kno' what she gon' through and she'll make it too.

"Ahhh! H-hey Nick," I groan in pain as she try to chuckle.

"How you holdin' up?" She asks me.

"Horrible! I feel like shit!" I chuckle, weakly.

"Maybe you won't drink so heavy now." Nicki said.

"Hell nah I'm 22 I'ma keep drinkin' but next time I'ma drink water to avoid it." I said.

"You dumb nigga." Nicki said, smackin' my head hella hard.

Nicki then starts to rub her hand on my head while I still groan in pain a lil' as I get my hand to touch her knee. Her other hand covers mine as we lock 'em close and she smiles. All the feelin's went away, especially that hangover, well that's what I wanna believe. What I wish basically. My eyes gazes into hers then she just looks away and grins.

"August," she whispers.

"Hope you 'member what you said right?" Nicki said.

"Last night? Ya friend kinda reminded me." I said.

"Ooh, well do you wanna talk 'bout that August?" Nicki asks.

When Nicki asked that I really wanna jump up and run to my house where I kno' I'm safe. Tryna avoid answerin' that 'cause yeah I wanna talk 'bout that but drama finna start. Of course I love Nicki don't gimme wrong but I gotta be true and stay wit' Bianca. No matter what,  just history repeatin' in my head, that part kinda kills me.

"Nah Nicki except me apologizin' fo' that last night. I shouldn't have even came here all drunk and shit." I said.

"And I'm sorry fo' that." I add.

"August, no need to apologize fo' anythin'." Nicki said.

"No I need to. I want to. I'm sorry. I'm sorry fo' err'thang." I said.

"August," she says shakin' her head wit' a slight tear comin' down her face.

Somehow I manage to get myself up and scoot over  close to her even though my head spinnin'. Fuck the hangover, I'm still a lil' tipsy, but I feel like I should do this, I wanna do this.

"I'm even mo' sorry fo' what I'm about to do right now." I said as I grasp Nicki's face and move my face in.

"August," she whimpers.

"Don't..." She cries.

When I put my lips close to her, just by an inch, the sound of hurt in her voice and the feelin' of her tear touchin' my skin... I pull away and get myself up and try my best to leave her alone.

"I'm sorry Nicki." I apologize before I roll out.

Awwwwwwwwwww.....