Right By My Side [Book 4]

Chapter 35.5

Only 1 Chapter Left Until The Ending Of The Story Right By My Side.

I am so sad to say that this story is ending but it is ending but if you read the spin-off which is called Love & Basketball Nicki and August will still be around.

They will become parents to a girl name Cymphonique and she meets a boy name Jacob Latimore. The teen heartthrob.

Yaaas Nicki and August starts a family!!!!

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Nicki Minaj POV

I'm onna Saturday Night Live show and gettin' ready to perform my new song from my album called, All Things Go, fo' the very first time. After all them skits I don' did it's good to finally be able to perform before I go to court. This song is so emotional and based of my bullshit life. I'm so glad that me and August finally back together and we stayin' that way.

I don' acted like I was Kim Kardashian and Beyonce so now it's time to be Nicki Minaj.

"Ladies and gentlemen, give it up for Nicki Minaj as she performs her new song called All Things Go."

Yo, I had to reinvent, I put the V in vent
I put the heat in vents, man I been competin' since
I look beyond what people sayin', and I see intent
Then I just sit back and decipher, what they really meant
Cherish these nights, cherish these people
Life is a movie, but there will never be a sequel
And I'm good with that, as long as I'm peaceful
As long as 7 years from now, I'm taking my daughter to preschool
Cherish these days, man do they go quick
Just yesterday, I swear it was o' six
Ten years ago, that's when you proposed
I look down, yes I suppose

All things go, all things go
All things go, all things go
I feel a minute, yeah we got it then it's gone
While we keep waiting for a moment till it falls
So can't nobody ever tell me that I'm wrong
Cause I'm a ride I'm with you still the night is young
We keep goin', we go, we go, we go
We wake back up and do it all again
We know, we know, say fuck the world, we ridin' til the end
I know it's sudden, look at what we've become
I just want you to know that I did it for you

I lost my little cousin to a senseless act of violence
His sister said, he wanted to stay with me, but I didn't invite him
Why didn't he ask, or am I just buggin'?
Cause since I got fame, they don't act the same
Even though they know, that I love him
Family ties, broken before me, niggas tryna kill him, he ain't even call me
And that's the reflection of me, yes I get it, I get it, it was all me
I pop a pill and remember the look in his eyes, the last day he saw me

All things go, all things go
All things go, all things go
I feel a minute, yeah we got it then it's gone
While we keep waiting for a moment till it falls
So can't nobody ever tell me that I'm wrong
Cause I'm a ride I'm with you still the night is young
We keep goin', we go, we go, we go
We wake back up and do it all again
We know, we know, say fuck the world, we ridin' til the end
I know it's sudden, look at what we've become
I just want you to know that I did it for you

Let me make this clear I'm not difficult, I'm just about my business
I'm not into fake industry parties, and fake agendas
Rock with people for how they make me feel not what they give me
Even the ones that hurt me the most, I still show forgiveness
I love my mother more than life itself, and that's a fact
I'd give it all, if somehow, I could just rekindle that
She never understands, why I'm so overprotective
The more I work, the more I feel like, somehow they're neglected
I want 'Caiah to go to college, just to say "We did it!"
My child with Aaron, would've been sixteen, any minute
So in some ways I feel like 'Caiah, is the both of them
It's like he's 'Caiah's little angel, looking over him
And I know Jelani will always love me, and I'll always love him
And I'm just his little sister not Nicki Minaj when I'm around him
Yeah we did it, let's leave this imprint
Just finished writing, this is the Pinkprint

All things go, all things go
All things go, all things go

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Finally err'thang has been settled wit' the murder case of Safaree and I was found not guilty. Linda came thru' fo' me and I shoulda listened to her since she wasn't finish wit' the conversation. She had some evidence 'bout Bianca and now she bein' prosecuted, I love Linda fo' that.

August ain't come wit' 'cause he said he gotta surprise fo' me when I get wherever I'm goin' since Linda won't tell me. So she drivin' me to this "destination" and I really wanna kno' where it's at.

She takes me to this hotel called the Ritz Carlton when she tells me to go inna lobby while she go and park. I go onna inside the lobby when next thing I kno' I'm bein' escort elsewhere. Into a dark room when the lights flash on and err'body jumps up yellin' my name. They all clappin' hard fo' me and smilin' when August comes up behind me and gives me a kiss onna cheek and a hug.

"I gotta surprise fo' you Nicki." He said, gettin' on his knee.