Right By My Side [Book 4]

Chapter 21

August Alsina POV

Can't believe how Nicki don' went onna show and put all the business out there like that tho'.  Ion what Nicki was thinkin', maan I'm not even sure if she was even thinkin' this time. Ain't that 'bout a bitch. Err'body and they mama kno' all 'bout what went down inna circle. I wonder what's gonna happen next.

Teyana leaves me inna room to myself so I can think by myself and fo' the first time I'm too calm. Too chill 'bout the whole situtation.  Ion how Bianca finna act out on it but ion care at this point. Just to hear Nicki admittin' her feelin's fo' me this entire time is a shock. And, to be honest, Nicki was and still is the first woman I fell in love wit'. I ain't never been so wrapped up inna girl in my whole twenty-two years of livin' life.

But, err'time I always think 'bout that whole Safaree and Nicki affair and it just breaks me.   And, y'know, I'm still way into Nicki now but I'm stuck. It's not even the fact 'bout Bianca bein' inna picture... It's just me bein' scared. Not bein' scared of commitment. But me bein' scared of gettin' hurt again.

Ion if I should call Nicki or nah. Maybe I shouldn't fo' now like just leave things alone.

I keep grabbin' my phone and lookin' at it like do I really wanna get into this right now or nah? Nah ion feel like it so lemme leave it all alone.

So, I hit up Tyga to see if he free.

"Aye nigga you free or nah?" I ask him.

''Lemme guess... Does it have anythin' to do wit' you and Nicki Lewinsky?" Tyga jokes.

"Really nigga, really?!" I said.

Nicki Minaj POV

I sit back on my bed, drinkin' my Myx, wit' my hair bein' a major mess while I keep rewindin' the part 'bout me and August. When I confess my love fo' August and Safaree's constant abuse. I got constant threats comin' at me and ion even care 'bout shit anymo'. I can't even believe that I did that my damn self. And, I kno' that August is somewhat pissed 'bout it.

But damn, I do miss August, and he finna kno' 'bout Bianca's lyin' ass too. I am sick of that ratchet ass hoe. She just here fo' what bruh.

And, I got mo' interviews comin' soon and I'm gonna let the whole cat outta the bag too.

I getta message from Tyga and I read it.

T-Raw: Nicki meet me at the studio. We needa talk.

Me: Ard what time?

T-Raw: Can you meet me now?

Me: Be there in five.

I get up from off my bed, get some clothes, and go take my shower first before I meet up wit' Tyga at the studio.

Why he wanna meet me there anyway?