Right By My Side [Book 4]

Chapter 24

RECAP: CHAPTER 23

"Guess it ain't that important if you don't 'member." I said.

"August, admit it then that's it." Nicki said.

"Admit what Nicki? What you wanna hear?" I yell at her.

"That you still love me dammit!" Nicki shouts back.

"You not gonna get that fuckin' answer outta me Nicki." I shout.

"And why is that nigga? 'Cause of that phony bitch that you fuckin' wit'?!" Nicki said pissed.

"I love you, not her. She ain't shit and she will neva be shit August!" Nicki said.

"Nicki I can't love you if all I can see is you and think of ya lies!" I yell.

"Then let's start over August. Me and you. Right here. Right now." Nicki said.

"I gotta child onna way. I can't love you when you hurt me." I said.

"I'm sorry August. I really, truly am." Nicki said.

"Won't change the fact of me wantin' to marry ya." I said.

"I think that answers err'thang." I said.

"And what does that answer exactly?" Nicki puffs up her chest.

"Me lovin' you." I said back.

Nicki Minaj POV

Really August, really you gonna deny ya feelin's than come back and say you love me? Like c'mon already and be a man. Admit that you care fo' me and not her. He just has to. And lyin' won't get us nowhere 'cause where it get us, inna argument.

I ain't gonna bite my tongue and I'm damn sure ain't leavin' 'til shit gets resolved. Right not we both face to face, neck and neck, arguin'. This is really not necessary at all but we too deep in our emotions.

We still gon' head to head arguin' even louder and louder like where the hell is Tyga tho? Why he ain't come? We all alone in here arguin'.

"Nigga just let that shit go already." I shout at August as he takes a few steps back from me. He looks me up and down and mugs me.

Are you fuckin' serious? If it was the other way 'round you woulda dropped me like a bad habit." August said.

"No I wouldn't have August." I said, my voie strains itself.

"You kno' I wouldn't. " I said.

"Ooh yeah 'cause all I would have to do is sleep wit' another bitch and creep back inna bed wit' you. Is that it Nicki? You want me to be like Safaree? 'Cause I can't and won't be like the nigga. May he rest in peace." August said.

"You can never be like Safaree!" I shout.

"You right 'cause I ain't neva cheat dammit!" August yells.

"I ain't neva want you to be like Safaree. Matter fact you twice as better than he has ever been to me." I said, nearly boutta cry.

"Than why Nicki, why?!?! Why did you cheat?" August beggin' to kno'.

"I don't fuckin' kno' why I did what I did. I wish I can say I was drunk, but I can't,  even that ain't no excuse." I said.

"But Nicki ion understand why you would. What did he do that was better like explain this to me Nicki." August said.

"Just admit that you loved him more than you loved me." August said.

"August that ain't true and you kno' it." I said to him.

"Ion anythin' Nicki. I wish I ain't kno' you." August said, walkin' towards the door.

"August," I scream his name.

"Don't'chu leave me again!" I scream.

"Nah, I'm done Nicki." August said.

"August!! I was afraid.'' I shout.

"Afraid of what?" August asks.

"Afraid that I would lose you. And if I didn't listen you woulda been dead too." I said.