How would I know which one's real?
I can't love two people at the same time.
Chaeyoung... She always makes me happy and I enjoy myself when we are together.
She always cares about me, always puts me before herself.
She's my happy pill.
But Jeongyeon... Jeongyeon is different.
She's the cold type, but she understands the problems I'm facing.
She may look hard at the outside, but really fragile in the inside that makes me want to take care of her every single day.
I can completely be true to myself when I'm with her.
I'm so comfortable with her that I just want to treasure every moment that I spent with her.
I want to be with her for the rest of my life.
Jeongyeon has something that I know for sure that I won't feel towards Chaeyoung.
I don't want her to worry about me, that's why I never told her about my family problems.
She's too precious for that.
She's too pure for it.
She deserves to be happy with someone who's completely true to her.
She deserves someone who would cherish her for the way she is.
She deserves to be loved the way that she gives love to the one she admires the most.
And I feel like I can't give the love she wants to have.
She's too good for me.
I can't force something that I don't feel.
Maybe... my love for her is just at this point?
Maybe what I feel for Chaeyoung is platonic?
Bestfriends.
Yes, Chaeyoung is my bestfriend.
She's my home.
And we are inseparable.
I do hope I chose the right person.
Because I know it won't be the same thing ever again.
And once I make a decision, I can't do anything to undo it.

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Chef-d'oeuvre
Fanfiction"너는 걸작이야, 미나, 너를 사랑해." "Chef-d'oeuvre", translates to Masterpiece in English. A story wherein Chaeyoung had developed feelings for her bestfriend, Mina. What will she do with it? Will she find the courage to confess to her, or will she hide it and...