The Club of Lies (Happy Lowman)

Why Does Everything Change

It's been a couple of days and I would give almost anything to tattoo him again. Or just be close to him but he's been busy with the club and or croweaters. It actually pisses me off more then normal when they hang on him. I was deep in thought when. "Hey May, I need a tattoo." Maybe there is actually a god listening to my prayers.
"Okay, but I ain't got the stuff here so you got time to drive me over to my house and I'll do it there?"I looked up and was met by Happy with a bloody shirt and there was something blooding under the shirt. "Happy are you okay? You're bleeding."
"I'm fine I'll drive you let's go." I nodded and walked with him to his bike. He wasn't looking to good and he almost passed out on me.
"Happy!" I helped his sit on his bike. I started to lift up his shirt but his hand stopped me.
"You don't wanna see that. I'll be fine."
"Bullshit, now move your hand before it's broken." I threatened
"Fine." He started to help me get his shirt off. I hadn't even noticed Tig watching us. When he got it off I could see the cut needed stitches.
"Come on you need stitches." I took his hand and walked into the clubhouse. Tig then fallowed us in and I lead him to the bathroom. Him being some much taller then me he helped me sit on the bathroom sink. I then started stitching him up.

*Happy's POV*
I know that Tig wanted her but damn this one is gonna be hard to not want this one.
She was carefully cleaning and stitching my cut when "what in the fuck are you guys doing?" Tig yelled
"Look bro it what it looks like."
"Then what is it one of my brothers with my girl."
"Tig I ain't your fucking girl and I ain't ever gonna be your girl. You ain't my type and plus the way you tell me you love me then go screw a croweater and tell them you love them. You only want me for my ass and I ain't that type of girl."
"May, I really do you love you as a brother and yes I do want to be your first time but you can't expect me to believe you trust him with you body more then me." He said pointing at me.
"Actually I do expect you to because I can be with whoever I want to be with and if it would be him then you should understand." With that she had slammed the door shut. " Happy lock it please."
"Okay just don't kill me."
"I don't plan on it." With that she went back to stitching me up. When she finished she covered it with gauze and kissed it.
"Why'd you kiss it?"
"I believe that a kiss will help it heal faster. Anyways about that tattoo." I'm gonna go to hell but this girl is making it hard to refrain. Maybe she'll just get a guy and it'll be over. I lied to her about the tattoo.
"Hey May how about I draw up a couple tattoo ideas for you and I'll do a tattoo for you, and you do one for me."
"Deal but no really girly shit."
"Deal." Shit this one is gonna get me into more trouble then I need right now.
We pulled up to her house and I sat at her table while she got all her stuff. "Happy why are you here?" Gemma said out of no where causing me to jump.
"Shit Gemma. May is going give me a tattoo and her stuff was here so we're going to do it here."
"Is she in her room?"
"Yeah" with that she walked into May's room.

*Mays POV*
"Tig called and told me you freaked out on him when he walked in on you and Happy in the bathroom."
"I was cleaning Happy's cut and Tig thought I was doing other stuff and thought I was his."
"This thing with Happy? Do you like him?"
"I might I'm not sure. I mean he's my type and he seems to be nice. He cares for the club. My only thing is Clay wants me with him and you know how I am with Clay."
"So what don't do it for Clay do it for yourself."
"I know mom." The thing about mom is she knows I want out but she also know that I don't know if I could leave the guys like that just because my hate for Clay. "Mom if I do leave then how is a relationship gonna help me? I can't just date a guy then a couple weeks later leave him."
"If that your concern don't leave. Clay's hands are getting bad so how I see it is he'll step down soon and Jax will run the club and then you'll be free of Clay."
"Yeah." I said finishing up grabbing what I needed and heading out to do Happy's tattoo.
"Hey Happy, what tattoo you thinking about?"
"This." He handed me the sons symbol.
"Okay, hey can I ask you a question."
"Sure." He said not very interested in conversation.
"Why of all positions in the club did you pick hitman? I mean you ain't gotta answer if you don't wanna."
"I'm not sure." But the way he said it sounded pissed off. Great I've pissed off the only person that could possibly convince me to stay.
"Oh, ah where do you want the tattoo?"
"On my upper arm." With that I got to work. I hate pissing off the club well everyone other then Clay. "So why'd you stay in Charming if its  so clean that you want out?"
"I'm trying to save up enough money to leave, and I guess part of me wants a reason to stay."
"Jax and Clay and the club ain't enough reason?"
"Well don't tell Clay this but he's why I want out. I'm so tired of hearing marry him, date him, you can't date someone I don't approve of. I'm 19 I should be allowed to live my own life."
"Damn to think I thought you guess got alone perfectly."
"You're joking right? Oh and done." I said finishing his tattoo.
"Yeah I was joking I could see how it kills you to call him your father. It's just nice to know why." He said putting his shirt and kutte back on.
"So why'd you come here?"
"Clay."
"What did he have to do with this."
"He said he needed help with the club and stuff."
"So the guns?"
"How do you know about that stuff?" He said a little pissed.
"I'm Jax's little sister and Clay's daughter. They tell me stuff."
"Oh yeah?"
"Just like Jax's didn't want me to meet you and all that fun stuff because of your job in the club."
"Hum and you ain't listening to him."
"What can I say I love danger always have and always will." He laughed and walked out.

*Happy's POV*
I left and drove back to the club. When I pulled up Clay came out "so how's Violet?" Her words were in my head when he said that 'I love danger always have and always will.'
"She's fine." Damn that even sounded like I was pissed to me. "But maybe next time fill me in on the fact that you and Jax's tell her stuff."
"Oh yeah I forgot to tell you that." He laughed "so I take it you didn't get laid?"
"No I'm not gonna sleep with the MC Princess."
"Okay." And he walked away.