"Beauty shines from the inside of human beings , they say , and you my dearest, you are the most beautiful person I've ever met . Love is a great thing , our love will never fade away -he said- . You and I will always be connected spiritually, this is life , we must enjoy it so let's just have fun my dear , none can stop us from that . Us , I don't know what is us , probably soulmates , lovers ? one sided love sucked the happiness out of my body . Perhaps I'll never understand what is us , and why God threw you on my way suddenly ? is it because of all the sins I've done ?! or because God loves me so much that he decided finally to give me something that can be mine forever . Who cares ! , I've never asked for an answer , all I want is to give you love and treat you well .
This life is too short , I just want to make your life better , whenever you're undergoing hard moments , my arms will be wide open for you my angel . I don't want you to suffer , I accept the fact that I was born for "Suffering" and it shows.. I don't want you to live a life that is similar to mine , full of pain and disappointment. Take all my love and try to have a better and a happier life . Don't ask why or when , that's not going to help . I'll act like I stopped caring for you , but somehow, I'll keep praying for your safety and happiness like I used to do . As long as I'm still breathing, our love will never fade away. " He said that hopelessly while closing his diary , he threw his pen away and kept thinking of how he's going
to continue living with a mysterious part that'll never be understood. Or maybe someday..
