It soon came for me and Zach to leave. When we landed Robin and Daniel were waiting for us with Leigh. I put my stuff down and hugged her. "Hiya baby!" I kissed her cheek and rocked her slightly. "I'm guessing you guys had a good time then?" Daniel questioned.
"It was great. We went snorkelling with sharks," Zach responded.
"He did need help to get in though," I chuckled. "We said we weren't going to mention that!" He complained.
"Sorry not sorry!" I smiled before putting Leigh in her car seat. We put our stuff in the trunk and got in the car. "We've been great too," Robin said, sarcastically. "How have you two been?" I asked her.
"Already answered. I do need to talk to you when we get back though," She told me.
Robin sat in the back garden and smiled when she saw me. "What's up?" I sat down next to her.
"I don't know what to do about the Daniel situation," She sighed.
"Just it to him. I'm sure he would understand," I put my hand on her shoulder. "That's the thing. He wouldn't," Robin started to fidget with her fingers," You might say it's moving fast but, Sam asked me to marry him."
"What?"
"We we're on a date and then he said he didn't want the part inbetween and wanted to move forward. Very far foward," She blushed a little and then turned to me," It was such a beautiful proposal though!"
She told me about the proposal with a smile on her face the whole time. "Are you actually going to marry him?" I asked her, trying not to sound rude. "Yes! I love him, Rylie!" She shouted. I covered her mouth and held her hands. "You can marry him if you want but you have to think about this first. Promise me you will," I looked into her eyes. "I will," She promised.
We went back inside and I sat next to Zach. "What was that about?" He queried. I just smiled at him and turned my attention to Daniel. "What did you get up to then?" I asked him.
"Nothing really. Just random stuff," Daniel answered. "Nice."
No one spoke for a while and we all just looked around. Robin got a call and I smiled at he before she left. "Is something going on?" Zach questioned, whispering. "Nothing. It's all fine."
That night, I went to go see Robin. "Knock knock," I opened the door and saw her laying on her bed. "Hey!" She patted the area next to her. "Everything has gotten so crazy," I sighed. "It has. I'm glad we've done it together though," Robin put her arm around me and smiled. "I remember when we used to try and get boyfriends after school," I laughed.
"Don't mention that!"
"Sorry! What about when you first found why don't we?" I asked her, smiling. "I was so crazy! I kept screaming at anyone who said they were bad or said anything about them. I cringe when I think about that," She beamed. Talking and laughing through the night, we reminisced about every thing.
I woke up in Robin's bed. She was still sleeping. I left her room and went to find Zach. He was just waking up and smiled when he saw me. "I wondered where you were," Zach put his arm around me and kissed my head. "I fell asleep in Robin's bed, we were just talking about stuff," I told him. As we cuddled, I felt different. Zach was so happy and kept smiling and talking. But for some reason, this feeling wanted to stop me from being happy.
"I don't know how to describe it but I hate it," Izzy shook her head before sighing. "It's normal to feel like this. We're still discovering ourselves. I sometimes feel the same," I told her.
"You have Zach to talk to though. How do I explain to Daisy that I hate everything right now?" She questioned. "I've not spoken to Zach about it. I probably never will and you don't have to tell Daisy yet," I replied. "When did you last feel like this?"
"It's was this morning. I didn't hate everything but I just couldn't smile and I don't know why," I looked out to the sea. "Maybe you and Zach need space. He seems perfect though," She suggested. "He is," I agreed," I don't know if I'm perfect enough to date him though."
"You don't need to be perfect to date him. He loves you because you make him happy and you feel happy. Your perfect in your own way," Izzy stated.
"I used to feel amazing dating him and introducing him to my family and then my fans but," I sighed," I think the hate is just getting to me."
"Hate is normal. You'll get past it soon."
"When will soon be?" I asked her. She sighed and looked up. We were sat on some rocks at the beach. Talking about Zach made me realise how much I loved him and I was letting the hate get to me. "You'll know," She answered.
