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everything's fine up here

i tell myself, though my heart longs for what my hand can't reach

so near

but far away

ocean waves that glimmer, then wash away from me

footsteps print in arid sand

everything's fine in my lonely land

demons

i run, kicking up dust

clouds of the past, rubble and rust

my fingers curl tight and my knuckles burn white

around the lifestream in my hand

it's not a lot, but it's all i have and it

will have to do

but i'm just a human like you

the spaces between my fingers are betraying me

the water goes drip drip drop

i'm trying not to stop

but the sand is quick, it drowns me fast

i'd rather drown in the ocean that i see slightly past

the sun

ink splashes out onto my cracked heels,

words tearing from my throat and my hands convulse

it's been washing away the sand, my pulse

i fear, though, that my rambling needs to cease for me to be washed up on your seas

i crumble, i beg, please, please save me from these

tears they bite my face like fleas so cover my bleeding knees wash me with your

water

i hurt like others do

but unlike them, i haven't found a drop

of you


A/N:  this one goes out to my boi @Trisdani 

heyy y'all okay this was actually nOt easy to write like i'm not actually part of the skeleton clique and boy i was not ready for the beautiful metaphor and figurative language used in the actual song so yeaH but i hope you like it!! this is me trying rhyme schemes as well hehe

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