In Between

Why, Where, and Too Much

My body is on fire and turned on, but my thoughts are everywhere. That's what gives me that feeling about Jacob, I knew I shouldn't feel this way, I should be okay in the mind, not thinking the what ifs and sure as hell shouldn't be thinking about James. Would I be hurting him now knowing I am about to sleep with Jacob again. Look at me, I need to take a shot to loosen up, if I'm going to see him that's just what it is, I'll think about the rest tomorrow. Jacob texts me room 222 right when I put my car in park. Its like he can sense me or something, I need to pay closer attention to him. I check my make up in the mirror, I didn't do anything dramatic, just a natural foundation, with a smoky eye and a violet smoky purple matte lip stick to match the eyeshadow. Getting out my truck I start to feel as if I shouldn't be here, but I want his touch. Wearing a black lace thong set under my two piece all black bodycon skirt set, its hugging me all kinds of ways. Taking my curly hair up into a ponytail with some loose curls hanging. Throwing on some cute bedazzled flats because heels are not an option tonight, I'm not walking in the casino looking like an escort, its Monday night too, this is sexy enough. As I road the elevator on the way up to his room, my mind wondered off to our last moment on here. Man, that dude knows how to handle his business, all smiles appeared on my face. As I approached his room I knock twice, he instantly opens the door with a sneaky grin on his face that gave me a signal like he was about to screw my brains out, and that's exactly what happened. I walked in slowly and I look around, but before I could speak, I hear the door click shut, then he walks up behind me and wraps both of his hands around my waist as he presses himself against me. The smell of him gives me tingles down my spine that my pussy starts to do kegels automatically. Damn, I miss you Raina, I be so busy, and I know you thought I didn't want you. He's telling me these things as he kisses on the back of my neck, on my shoulders, down to my waist, then grips my ass as he turns me sideways and kisses it too. Jacob, I moan softly, we need to figure out what this is between us. Jacob then turns me all the way around and gets behind me and guides me to the sofa, what do you mean between us baby, you are mine right? Did this fool just say that, we haven't bonded on any other level other than sex, so he thinks I'm about to agree and be his late night, he my damn late night but not my man. It sounds so good and aggressive sexy to hear him say that but let's not get carried away. Jacob don't say that to me your just talking crazy, he slides my skirt off, props me up on the sofa putting an arch in my back, so that my ass is in the air, he starts kissing all over my ass then slides my thong off. Next time you don't need these he tells me. I look back at him with a seductive expression nodding my head in a yes response. He then takes his hands to spread my ass open as he licks and sucks on my pussy, eating me from behind, sliding his tongue from my pussy to my ass with consistency and I cum instantly. After he have his meal he stands up and drops his pants as he grabs his dick, massaging it up and down, I turn around to face him. You turn yo fine ass right back around, I want you just like that, I smile at him and say okay. Next thing I know as I was adjusting myself to a comfortable position, Jacob enters me, and I couldn't help but scream his name. he starts stroking me, putting his hands around my waist bringing me back on his dick with force, then slaps my ass. At this point I am moaning constantly, hollering his name, then my responses that I was showing made him feel harder inside of me, that he goes deeper, filling me up until I start feeling his balls slap against my clit. Everything about this moment was making my body explode and I was enjoying every inch of him. He starts to grunt more and more letting me know he's about to cum and that's exactly what he did. Both of us are out of breath as we sit beside each other. Jacob is very good in the sex department and I wouldn't mind seeing him if the circumstances were different. I really like James and want to spend time with him because I see Jacob is more like a booty call. His treatment makes me feel like this is all it will ever be, and let's not forget that I'll eventually have to spill the truth to James. So how you feel baby, you alright? I'm okay just taking this moment in that's all, do you want to tell me what brought you here out the blue. I told you I wanted to see you, that's not good enough. I'm just saying Jacob, on a random Monday you pop up, we haven't had the chance to really get to know each other than this, I see the sexual connection between us, but I don't want it to be like this all the time. Then you're going into business with my brother, its hard trying to wrap my mind around all of this. So, you tripping? You should be happy I'm trying to see you. Did this muthafucka just ask me if I'm tripping and making it seem like I should be jumping up and down because he here to see me, seem a little arrogant to me now. I expected a different respond than that, he kind of pissed me off. First, do not say I am tripping like we been kicking it strong on the long run and you act like this isn't a big deal. I just want to know if this is how you want it, a call, then fuck, and that's it. I mean shit I don't see anything wrong about what we are doing, you act like we need to be on a date or some shit just to hook up, we know what's going to happen anyway, so we can bypass all of that. Hold up, did this nigga basically tell me, he not into the getting to know you, he rather just link up and fuck. He about to make me bring out Englewood on his ass, but I'm gone keep it chill no need to catch an attitude, I did this to myself. I decided to hook up with someone not even knowing who they really are but wait, I thought he was James and now I see the difference. Jacob has this conceited attitude like he about one thing and ass is his main priority. If he feels this is good enough, cool I am done before this goes any further than it has, I want my coochie back from his ass now. Look Jacob I'm gone be real with you, this is not what I need right now in my life, I apologize for not getting that clear with you and this was fun but I just left someone which you put me in the mind of and I refuse to take steps back. So now you gone, you done messing with me? What! I'm not sensitive enough for you? He starts laughing trying to hug and kiss on me. He throws me off by his snappy answer and me knowing this is good enough for him but in my mind and with a smile forming on my face, he has this hold on me. Jacob stop, you full of it, I'm about to go, get off me. No, you not going anywhere, we not on the elevator, we in my room. He picks me up off the sofa and carries me to his bed, stop it Jacob I say in between his kisses on my breast. Why you want me to stop miss lady, I can't stop, and you really don't want me too. He is right, at this moment I don't want him to stop, but after tonight it has too. Jacob towers over me licking on my neck, taking his hands sliding off my bra, his hands are everywhere and so are mine. We both take each other down for round two, I know I will not be at work tomorrow bright and early, if at all. Jacob is knocked out as I look over at him, my phone reads three in the morning. Shit! I got to go, I slide out of bed putting my clothes on, then the feeling of me needing to pee comes but I say forget it I'll wait until I get home. Putting my clothes on except my shoes I quietly sneak out the door. When I got to the other side of the door, I rested my head on it taking a deep breath, thinking about what will happen next. Looking down at my phone, I see James called once, so has Taylor and Cole. Why! Why! Why! Raina, I scream in my head as I squeeze my eyes shut tight. On top of all my thoughts, the biggest one of all was me noticing we did not use a got damn condom.

Author's note: Should I say speechless, shocked, mad, ready to jump on Jacob, mad as hell at Raina because I feel like she gone dig a hole deep enough to put her and Jacob in. What the hell is really going on, and I can tell Jacob that playa kind I mean that's what he is showing me so far. How we know he not on some stalker type shit too. Poor James, he is going to be so heartbroken because she is past being hesitant on telling him, she should have told him already. I need to keep reading because its no going back from here. Hope you all enjoyed this chapter, stay tuned.